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aritu ninie ada tanya kan why dady call me? adaka dia risau pasal ninie ? yEs dady risau pasal ninie . and kami now da okayy balik .. back together .. you noe why, malam jumaat tuh dady text me .. dady aja kuar tapi ninie tamo sebab im tired & ninie demam .. huhuu .. bila sorang da text skali dia akan text berkali kali and dari citu kami akan baik balik .. hm . slalu cmni .. pagi sabtu dady text ninie , tanya watpe , da makan belom & macam2 lagi laa . and dia suruh ninie p rumah dia pagi tuh tapi ninie said no ,

sebab ngantok .
ari sabtu tuh jugak ninie sad sebab ninie call kakak tanya dia na dtg umah ka ta and kakak cakap ta , tapi dia na g bukit bendera. ninie na ikut , suruh kakak dtg amik and kowg taw apa kakak cakap "susah la a.lan na patah 2 kali" apa yang susah nye, turun jmbatan kan buleh twos amik.. tapi now baru i taw why.. hurmm .. ta pe la , benda cmni mmg slelalu jadi kt aku .. bila ta ikut ckp macam macam tapi bila na ikut ta na bawak pulakk .. =(

so stay umah diam diam tengok tv and lapa la pulakk .. pukul 12pm tiba tiba dady text me lagi ..
he said "mmy my la umah, pastu kita p mkn kt istana, pak chak sume ada cna, cek pon na my"

siap2 kan diri and g jelutong amik dady and g istana .. pas makan2 mua lepak jap then balik. and time balik masalahh pulakk, tayar moto depan meletup , B0omm !! terkejut dohh .. haishhh nasib da smpi jelutong, tuka moto, nek moto lagenda and dady bawak g lepak kt QB jap ngan ca'a and syafiq.. kat citu pulak kami gado .. adoii !! benda sebenar kechik ja, tp mood saya ta chantek time tuhh kena la dia .. soweyy dady ..

ninie pon tataw apa yang akan jadi antara kami sebenarnye .. jap gado jap baik .. orang cakap kat ninie "walau apa pun yang jadi, kalau orang tu datang balik kat kita, tuh la jodoh .. kalau da jodoh takan lari ke mana.."

izit true ??



I can't get you out of my mind,

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you...

how good you look when you smile,

how much I love your laugh...

I day-dream about you off and on,

replaying pieces of our conversation,

laughing at funny things that you said or did...

I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me...

I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine...

I wonder what will happen the next time we are together,

I know one thing for sure,

your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.

bAD lUCk .. and im SAD * _ *

HUJAN, BANJIR, KEBASAHAN, SEJUK, 

Motor Tayar Licin,  and LAPARrr ...

Hujan dari tadi pagi around 6am something kot ..

bukan hujan biasa, heavy rain and siap ada guruh lagi ..

orang scared ngan guruh + kilat ..

ntah la nape ..

tapi time orang kecil orang ingat lagi,

masa tuhh hujan lebat, ada guruh and kilat sume

orang ada ngan mama dalam bilik kat rumah balai ..

and orang macam nampak kilat masuk dalam rumah and terus blackout !

orang tanya mama and mama kata cahaya dia je tuhh ..

tapi im still scared ..

scared sampai sekarang and orang takot gelap jugak ..

arini ta de sapa kat rumah, baba keje malam semalam so im alone la dari semalam..

arini na kena g keje sendiri..

tapi hujan lebat pulak and moto orang tayar botak

so bahaya la jugak na bawak motor kan ..

but apa boleh wat, i have too ..

g keje dalam hujan ngan motor tayar botak ..

sampai opis orang da basah ..

and now im not feeling well la pulakk ..

ni salah satu sebab orang ta leh kna hujan ..

cepat DEMAM ..

da kna hujan kepala sakit, tekak pon sakit, selsema pon sebok na datang gak

last DEMAM !!

haishhh .. :(

Now it had stop raining and was briefly sunny.

and tetba orang tertanya,

why dia text orang and call orang tadi pagi ?

worry about me izit ??

huhh !! really ??

but why dady ..?

thanks sebab still care about me tapi ....

i really want to forget you ..

im sick im tired ngan semua kata kata and ugutan dady ..

sometimes i feel like im gonna DISAPPEAR !

orang tataw na watpe da selain leave you sayang ..

mungkin ni jalan yang terbaik untuk kite ..

yeah orang ta tipu yang orang terluka sangat sangat ngan keputusan orang

tapi orang betul betul tataw na watpe ..

i love you so much dady

and i hate how much i love you !

p/s; Sometimes i wish i could go back to last fall when i couldn't be anything but HAPPY. A never ending state of smiles. i know it's not right to be stuck like that, but right now that would sure be nice.

and now i keep listening to this song .. JAR of HEARTS !!

jar of heart ..

I know I can’t take one more step towards you,

Causes all that’s waiting is regret ..

And don’t you know im not your gost anymore ..

You lost the love I loved the most ..

I learned to live past alive,

Now you want me one more time ..

Who you think you are?

Running ‘round leaving scars,

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart ..

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me,

Who you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around,

If I am anywhere to be found ..

But I have grown too strong,

To ever fall back in your arms …

And it took so long just to feel alright.

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.

I wish I had missed the first time’s that we kissed.

Cause you broke all your promises.

And now you’re back,

You don’t get to get me back ….



*.*

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.

i dont want to cry, because it will just make me feel worse.

i feel like my heart is falling apart.

but not only that,

i know soon my life is going to feel like its falling apart too.

i dont think it will ever done.

and no matter what he done to me.

it feels impossible to stop loving you ...

Everyone wonders why do i still love him,

if he hurt me so  much.

thats the confusing part.

Justin Bieber: Never Say Never Movie

this movie is the most inspirational movie i have ever seen. Because Justin Bieber shows us dreams can come true. Even though you're so young. And you can do it better than most adults. Just because it's we have the energy. And the colour. I'm just saying; GO SEE THE MOVIE. No matter what you think of Justin Bieber. I promise you wont regret it.

p/s; OMG !! He is sooo CUTE !!

malu tp GREAT !!

t0day ada 2 bnda yg wat ninie malu sangat.

1st, ta ya la taw coz terlalu personal.

2nd, Bocor pulakkkk !!!

huhhh .. nasib ada dady, dia bagi sweater dia kt ninie if ta tataw la...

benda da jadi ta boleh na wat ape,

ape yg boleh dilakukan ialah

bergegas pulang ke rumah and change.

change

EVERYTHING .

haisshhh !!

tapi dalam malu malu pon, today is a w0nderfulday dari last nite !

c0z yesterday kan kami ada fighting fighting at Queensbay sampai helmet jato mua ...

and sampai dia boleh ulangi kata kata yang dia penah kata dulu.

"Demi Allah, aku takan cari hg lagi."

rely sad tp masa dia anta ninie balik umah.

ninie didnt feel anything ..

im not sad not mad angry @ disappointed ngan apa yang dia wat @ kata.

perasaan ninie EMPTY !!

balik uma macam nothing happen. text my fwens n have fun ngan dowg ..

and early monink ni dia text ninie.

1stly dia marah marah. marah sb tuttt ...

tapi dalam dok marah marah ninie, dia aja kuar jalan jalan.

dan segala yang w0nderful pon TERJADI !!

bawak pegi breakfast at Kapitan QB.

then g Bukit Jambul (BJ) jalan jalan.

last g Queensbay.

(sini kejadian yg memalukan saya terjadi jugak)

but forget it, da cite kan apa yg jadi.

dia bawak ninie tgk movie, Scre4m

(na pujuk ninie la konon konon nye)

Synopsis;

Ten years have passed, and Sidney Prescott, who has put herself back together thanks in part to her writing, is visited by the Ghostface Killer.

cite ta terlalu scary tp sakit jantung !

nasib ta de heart attack if ta adoiyyy masalah laa ...

lupa plakk before tgk movie dady bawak g lunch kt foodcourt atas QB.

and yeah dady belikan ninie PERFUME ... sweet !

thanks dady..

tapi... just wondering,

ape ka yang terjadi and ape ka sebenarnye kmi ?

ada ka kami belong together @ sebaliknye ..

c0z kami always gado gado and baik ..

baik baik and gado ..

gado baik gado baik gado back baik balik ..

TIRED LAAAAAAA !!

i hurting i happy i disappointed i good i sad macam macam rr ...

yeah i noe in relationship ada up and down

tapi in our case it ..... hmmmmmmmm

like i said before

Sabar je laaa ...

and orang yang bersabar akan dapat hasil yang saaaaangat indah !!

i hope that day akan tiba dengan segera ...

coz i rely LOVE you sayang ...

p/s: for u see, each day i love more.

today than yesterday and less than tomorrow...

dady,

let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river