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sambungan cite aritu ...

aritu ninie ada tanya kan why dady call me? adaka dia risau pasal ninie ? yEs dady risau pasal ninie . and kami now da okayy balik .. back together .. you noe why, malam jumaat tuh dady text me .. dady aja kuar tapi ninie tamo sebab im tired & ninie demam .. huhuu .. bila sorang da text skali dia akan text berkali kali and dari citu kami akan baik balik .. hm . slalu cmni .. pagi sabtu dady text ninie , tanya watpe , da makan belom & macam2 lagi laa . and dia suruh ninie p rumah dia pagi tuh tapi ninie said no ,

sebab ngantok .
ari sabtu tuh jugak ninie sad sebab ninie call kakak tanya dia na dtg umah ka ta and kakak cakap ta , tapi dia na g bukit bendera. ninie na ikut , suruh kakak dtg amik and kowg taw apa kakak cakap "susah la a.lan na patah 2 kali" apa yang susah nye, turun jmbatan kan buleh twos amik.. tapi now baru i taw why.. hurmm .. ta pe la , benda cmni mmg slelalu jadi kt aku .. bila ta ikut ckp macam macam tapi bila na ikut ta na bawak pulakk .. =(

so stay umah diam diam tengok tv and lapa la pulakk .. pukul 12pm tiba tiba dady text me lagi ..
he said "mmy my la umah, pastu kita p mkn kt istana, pak chak sume ada cna, cek pon na my"

siap2 kan diri and g jelutong amik dady and g istana .. pas makan2 mua lepak jap then balik. and time balik masalahh pulakk, tayar moto depan meletup , B0omm !! terkejut dohh .. haishhh nasib da smpi jelutong, tuka moto, nek moto lagenda and dady bawak g lepak kt QB jap ngan ca'a and syafiq.. kat citu pulak kami gado .. adoii !! benda sebenar kechik ja, tp mood saya ta chantek time tuhh kena la dia .. soweyy dady ..

ninie pon tataw apa yang akan jadi antara kami sebenarnye .. jap gado jap baik .. orang cakap kat ninie "walau apa pun yang jadi, kalau orang tu datang balik kat kita, tuh la jodoh .. kalau da jodoh takan lari ke mana.."

izit true ??



I can't get you out of my mind,

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you...

how good you look when you smile,

how much I love your laugh...

I day-dream about you off and on,

replaying pieces of our conversation,

laughing at funny things that you said or did...

I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me...

I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine...

I wonder what will happen the next time we are together,

I know one thing for sure,

your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.

bAD lUCk .. and im SAD * _ *

HUJAN, BANJIR, KEBASAHAN, SEJUK, 

Motor Tayar Licin,  and LAPARrr ...

Hujan dari tadi pagi around 6am something kot ..

bukan hujan biasa, heavy rain and siap ada guruh lagi ..

orang scared ngan guruh + kilat ..

ntah la nape ..

tapi time orang kecil orang ingat lagi,

masa tuhh hujan lebat, ada guruh and kilat sume

orang ada ngan mama dalam bilik kat rumah balai ..

and orang macam nampak kilat masuk dalam rumah and terus blackout !

orang tanya mama and mama kata cahaya dia je tuhh ..

tapi im still scared ..

scared sampai sekarang and orang takot gelap jugak ..

arini ta de sapa kat rumah, baba keje malam semalam so im alone la dari semalam..

arini na kena g keje sendiri..

tapi hujan lebat pulak and moto orang tayar botak

so bahaya la jugak na bawak motor kan ..

but apa boleh wat, i have too ..

g keje dalam hujan ngan motor tayar botak ..

sampai opis orang da basah ..

and now im not feeling well la pulakk ..

ni salah satu sebab orang ta leh kna hujan ..

cepat DEMAM ..

da kna hujan kepala sakit, tekak pon sakit, selsema pon sebok na datang gak

last DEMAM !!

haishhh .. :(

Now it had stop raining and was briefly sunny.

and tetba orang tertanya,

why dia text orang and call orang tadi pagi ?

worry about me izit ??

huhh !! really ??

but why dady ..?

thanks sebab still care about me tapi ....

i really want to forget you ..

im sick im tired ngan semua kata kata and ugutan dady ..

sometimes i feel like im gonna DISAPPEAR !

orang tataw na watpe da selain leave you sayang ..

mungkin ni jalan yang terbaik untuk kite ..

yeah orang ta tipu yang orang terluka sangat sangat ngan keputusan orang

tapi orang betul betul tataw na watpe ..

i love you so much dady

and i hate how much i love you !

p/s; Sometimes i wish i could go back to last fall when i couldn't be anything but HAPPY. A never ending state of smiles. i know it's not right to be stuck like that, but right now that would sure be nice.

and now i keep listening to this song .. JAR of HEARTS !!

jar of heart ..

I know I can’t take one more step towards you,

Causes all that’s waiting is regret ..

And don’t you know im not your gost anymore ..

You lost the love I loved the most ..

I learned to live past alive,

Now you want me one more time ..

Who you think you are?

Running ‘round leaving scars,

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart ..

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me,

Who you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around,

If I am anywhere to be found ..

But I have grown too strong,

To ever fall back in your arms …

And it took so long just to feel alright.

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.

I wish I had missed the first time’s that we kissed.

Cause you broke all your promises.

And now you’re back,

You don’t get to get me back ….



*.*

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.

i dont want to cry, because it will just make me feel worse.

i feel like my heart is falling apart.

but not only that,

i know soon my life is going to feel like its falling apart too.

i dont think it will ever done.

and no matter what he done to me.

it feels impossible to stop loving you ...

Everyone wonders why do i still love him,

if he hurt me so  much.

thats the confusing part.

Justin Bieber: Never Say Never Movie

this movie is the most inspirational movie i have ever seen. Because Justin Bieber shows us dreams can come true. Even though you're so young. And you can do it better than most adults. Just because it's we have the energy. And the colour. I'm just saying; GO SEE THE MOVIE. No matter what you think of Justin Bieber. I promise you wont regret it.

p/s; OMG !! He is sooo CUTE !!

malu tp GREAT !!

t0day ada 2 bnda yg wat ninie malu sangat.

1st, ta ya la taw coz terlalu personal.

2nd, Bocor pulakkkk !!!

huhhh .. nasib ada dady, dia bagi sweater dia kt ninie if ta tataw la...

benda da jadi ta boleh na wat ape,

ape yg boleh dilakukan ialah

bergegas pulang ke rumah and change.

change

EVERYTHING .

haisshhh !!

tapi dalam malu malu pon, today is a w0nderfulday dari last nite !

c0z yesterday kan kami ada fighting fighting at Queensbay sampai helmet jato mua ...

and sampai dia boleh ulangi kata kata yang dia penah kata dulu.

"Demi Allah, aku takan cari hg lagi."

rely sad tp masa dia anta ninie balik umah.

ninie didnt feel anything ..

im not sad not mad angry @ disappointed ngan apa yang dia wat @ kata.

perasaan ninie EMPTY !!

balik uma macam nothing happen. text my fwens n have fun ngan dowg ..

and early monink ni dia text ninie.

1stly dia marah marah. marah sb tuttt ...

tapi dalam dok marah marah ninie, dia aja kuar jalan jalan.

dan segala yang w0nderful pon TERJADI !!

bawak pegi breakfast at Kapitan QB.

then g Bukit Jambul (BJ) jalan jalan.

last g Queensbay.

(sini kejadian yg memalukan saya terjadi jugak)

but forget it, da cite kan apa yg jadi.

dia bawak ninie tgk movie, Scre4m

(na pujuk ninie la konon konon nye)

Synopsis;

Ten years have passed, and Sidney Prescott, who has put herself back together thanks in part to her writing, is visited by the Ghostface Killer.

cite ta terlalu scary tp sakit jantung !

nasib ta de heart attack if ta adoiyyy masalah laa ...

lupa plakk before tgk movie dady bawak g lunch kt foodcourt atas QB.

and yeah dady belikan ninie PERFUME ... sweet !

thanks dady..

tapi... just wondering,

ape ka yang terjadi and ape ka sebenarnye kmi ?

ada ka kami belong together @ sebaliknye ..

c0z kami always gado gado and baik ..

baik baik and gado ..

gado baik gado baik gado back baik balik ..

TIRED LAAAAAAA !!

i hurting i happy i disappointed i good i sad macam macam rr ...

yeah i noe in relationship ada up and down

tapi in our case it ..... hmmmmmmmm

like i said before

Sabar je laaa ...

and orang yang bersabar akan dapat hasil yang saaaaangat indah !!

i hope that day akan tiba dengan segera ...

coz i rely LOVE you sayang ...

p/s: for u see, each day i love more.

today than yesterday and less than tomorrow...

dady,

let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river

You Never Changed :(

dear blog, dia ta penah berubah. sedeyh pulak kadang kadang. touching touching. aritue iye iye je.. tapi sama je. hmmm..... kalo macam neh la selalu, sampai bila pon takan habeh. guess iam the one yang kena bekorban. perlu beralah selalu ngan diaa. rasa ney lah keburukan dia yang taleh na ubah.n ape lagi orang na kt dia bile tahu perangai dia buruk yang amat. patut laki macam neh tggal je. tapi orang tahu, jauh dalam diri dia, neh bukan diri dia yang sebenar. bukan laki yang mumy LOVE sebenar, kan dady..? hahh laki yang aku CINTA! tp agak agak laah. jangan la selfish sangat. one day dia mesti jugak rasa apa yang orang rasa. muktamad. baru dia akn tahu macam mane rasa disakiti oleh orang yang kita sayang. mmy rasa ddy dah rasa kan aritu sekali. sakitkan sayang.. im sowey. bukan niat orang na balas atau apa. benda tuhh ta sengaja. orang bukan pdendam. tapi tuhan maha adil.....

sabar jela. bab kata ustazah, orang yang sabar akan dapat hasil yang saaaaaangat indah :)

and i will waiting that day ..

mem0iR ...

11 12 13 April 2011 ..

[ monday - wednesday ]

is the best day for me ..

coz dady slalu ngn ninie, dr pg smpi mlm na tdo ..

tp bnda ta lma, mlm rabu dady wat hal blk ..

igtkn dye da betol berubah .. tp rasa nya ta ...

im sad sgt mlm rabu tuhh and GERAM !!

na taw nape, baca la kt bawah ni ..

ninie akn cite n igt kembali apa yg jadi dr 11-13th april 2011 ...

11th April 2011

monday m0nink ...

"mumy wake up .. mndy den jom"

bgn2 mndy den get ready ..

g breakfast kt Taman Tun Sardoon

pas mkn dady bwk g 1st Avenue tgk m0vie ..

best nyee ...

tgk cite Hop, cite kartun

cite kartun tuhh pown best gakk ..

Synopsis:

Hop tells the comic tale of Fred (James Marsden), an out-of-work slacker who accidentally injures the Easter Bunny (voiced by Russell Brand) and must take him in as he recovers. As Fred struggles with the world's worst houseguest, both will learn what it takes to finally grow up.

pas abs tgk movie, ninie

aja dady mam sumthg ..

b4 dady mam n tgk apa bnda tuh

dady kata

"mumy mesti na bg dady mkn bnda yg mumy suka sgt tp dady ta,pastu paksa dady mkn gak mcm sushi"

tp bila dye da mkn, dye berkata

"sedap!! pandai reka nahh"

hahaaa .. mesti la mumy siapa ><

kami mam crispy creep n drink cool blog (bubble)

da puas mam kami pown balik laaa ..

da blk tuh bkn na dok diam2 ..

kami wat keje len plakk ..

menconteng badan dady guna inai .. hehe ..

ni la hasil nyee ..

hehhee .. l0ve dady !!

12th April 2011

Tuesday m0nink ..

cm monday gak, dady kejut kn ninie ..

"mumy jom"

arini ta de watpe sgt .. just jalan2 ngn dady ja ..

n byk masa dok umah ngn dady ..

main main .. hahaha~

ptg tuhh kuar g lunch n lepak2 ja la

pastu blk umah blk ....

13th April 2011

Wednesday monink ..

"mumy wake up .. jom t lmbat"

bgn2 mndy get ready n twos g waterfall amk money dr baba ..

coz arini ninie kna jmpa my new bos Mr.Arivin kt opis ..

jumpa jap ja .. sembg sal opis sal salary work sume la then balik umah ..

tp b4 g tuhh dady bwk ninie g mam Roti Bakar kt Pulau Tikus ...

sedap ....

pas abs talk2 ngn Mr.Arivin kami twos blk umah ..

smpi umah pn dh tghari so kami beli lauk kt bawah n masak nasi kt umah ..

nasi da masak n kami makan

around pukul 3pm kami kuar g Queensbay..

sb td smntara tggu nasi masak dady ada ckp

"jom tgk wayang satg, cite CUN"

ninie ok ja .. hahaaa ..

Synopsis:

Luna (Maya Karin) is a popular reality TV host for a show called "Meletups" who runs away after finding out that her boyfriend is cheating on her. Feeling heartbroken, Luna and her assistant Tom set off to a rural village in Kedah where she meets Atan (Remy Ishak), a handsome and kind villager. During her stay in the village, Luna starts to fall in love with the serene and peaceful lifestyle as well as gaining the approval of Atan's family. However, a complication that happened in the city forces Luna to choose between the village life or return to her fabulous lifestyle back in the city.

abis tgk movie dady bwk g lepak kt sg.ara ...

around 9pm sumthg kami blk umah ..

then masa ni la dady wat hal ..

smpi umah dok sat n dye siap2 na kuar blk ..

tanya dye leklok tiba2 dye marah ..

apa lg temperature ninie naik laa ..

hg marah kt mak hg na bebai kt aku plakk.. sial nye jantan ..

mak dye pn 1, na marah sb makan kt umah nape ..

bkn nye stay kt uma ber2 lama2 pn ..

blk mkn den kuar blk ..

hurmm .. benci betol sume ni ...

14th April 2011

Thursday monink ...

dady baru blk dr kuar smlm ..

i dont want say anything ..

tp dye blk n like always ..

"mumy bgn.. jom"

cuci muka n ikt dye twon bawah ..

dady tya na mam apa .. n i say i no money .. n dye pn kta dye no money ..

so naik umah blk, ninie tukar baju n bantal tdo kt depan ..

[ majok lagi ]

igtkn dady msk bilik tdo twos tp ta ..

dye tuka baju n g dapur ..

tatw la apa yg dye wat ..

mcm2 bunyi dok dgr ...

bunyi kuali la batu lesong la apa la ...

ninie g la tgk apa yg dye wat ..

rupenye dye masak ..

masak utk ninie n dye :)

thx dady ..

dady masak nasi then dye wat kuah sardin n udang masak kunyit ..

makan2 tgk tv

ptg ninie wat nasi goreng kt dady ..

then malam dady anta ninie blk umah qb ..

coz her mom bising .. :(

i noe y .. n ninie ckp kt dady yg ninie penat tiap2 ari mcm ni ....

im sad n disappointed ..

15th April 2011

n0 more Friday Monink ..

coz ninie da ada kt umah qb ..

alone n lonely ... :(

tghari hangout .. jln2 g merata2 ..

then ptg dady call tp tym tuh tgh marah lg ..

ninie jwb fon pn maw ta maw ja ..

sowey dady tp my heart hurts ...

around 7pm sumthg ninie col dady ..

1st dye ckp ok ja den tba2 fon off coz bat3 ta de ..

pnjam fon ckin jap [tomboy but wut i care, dye my fwen]

col dady blk n gtaw dye fon abs bat3 n pnjam fon mmbr ..

n dady tba temperature naik ..

marah2 n tuduh ninie kuar ngn jantan ..

huhhh !!

kuar betol2 bawu taw ...

n i text dady n gtaw dye yg ninie akn tggu dye smpi esk ari sabtu 16 april ..

16th April 2011

so today ninie just waitg apa akn jd ..

WAIT & SEE !!

24th Mac 2011

n yeah ..

ta lupa dis day ..

dady tmn mumy copink ...

thx dady ....

temperature naikk !!!

benci !!!!!! meluat !!!!

igt dye punya meluat jaa ka ..

aku yg slama ni sabar ngn sume karenah dye ,

dye tataw !!

*%^@$%##**

p/s; why should i care about u .. ???

Ku Menunggu - Rossa

text dady :)

text dady ...

"Dady, cn u keep a secret? juz kita ja yg taw k .. and jgn marah mmy k .. Promise ?? mumy sowey sgt .. tp mmy kna gtaw ddy gak ..Well dady, mumy na gtaw yg MUMY MISYU LAAA.."

den dady reply ...

"Haha . Feel like crazy . Bru bca stengah dah darah tggi . Bca sampai hbis , saya tersenyum.."

hahha~ sj wat kaco :)

sowey bg ddy DARAH TINGGI ..

tp ninie rely miss him ..

hurmmm ... ta pewrr esok masih ada ..

miSS my BEROKkk ..

mumy miss dady :(

arini 1 ari kita ta jmpa .. hurmm ..

mumy da miss dady ..

arini mumy n dady jadi GOOD GIRL & GOOD BOY

coz both of us ta kuar g memne ..

dok umah 1 ari ...

mmy miss evrythg ..

miss na gado ngn dady

miss na fight ngn dady

miss na kaco dady

miss na kiss dady

miss na hug dady

miss dgn kesengalan dady bawak moto :)

wish tomoro kita akn jumpa ..

arini ta jmpa sb ujan 1ari ..

jap jap ujan jap jap ujan ..

ta pewr esok still ada kn ..

esok kita jumpa k ..

L0VE DADY

jalan2 wit my SAYANG...

25th Mac 2011; Friday

around 11am sumthg, dady col ..

"mumy jom jalan2, tgk wayang"

haha~ i like ..

so i text Sheikh Saifullah Elley

"nu, arini nie na tgk movie .. cn u arrange 4 me ?"

and he said OK !! hahaa~

so movie for today iS F0C :)

thx Nu a.k.a Sheik Saifullah Elley ...

tepat 12pm, dady smpai umah..

dady bwk g mam kt Pelita Sg.2 ..

mkn mkn mkn pastu time na blk, ujan rintik2 .. den dushh lebat ..

so kami sggah cc kt tepi mne tahh tp still area sg.2 agy laa ..

on9 pa ka pa ka, bl ujan da reda ckt, kami twos kn perjalan ..

dady col his mum tya wen dye mia interview coz kami na set time for movie ..

mama ckp kul 4.30pm, so dady kta kte blk jlutg 1st ..

dlm perjalanan blk, tetba dgr dady ckp

"minum air soya panas2 time ujan2 ni pown sedap"

so dady beli soya panas gula itam n isi soya for me ..

pastu dgr lagi dady berkata kata

"dapat mee kuah time ujan2 ni syurrrr"

so dye benti tepi jalan and beli

tp bkn mee kuah, dady beli PASEMBOR ..

haha~ papewr jewr la dady .. :)

smpai kt jlutg, kami lepak tepi kolam dulu smbil mkn apa yg d beli oleh dady td ..

da abis mkn, naik atas and REST dlu before dady g interview ...

kul 4pm, ninie kejutkn dady, swoh dye get ready coz na g interview da ..

dady siap2 n kami g interview kt City Solution apa tah kt ocienview sna ..

pas abs ja interview kami twos g k Destinasi kami

GURNEY PLAZA ...

tp before dat dady singgah kt padang kota

[beli mknan ringan]

kami pacak area kt Gurney Drive dlu utk mkn !!

[makan lagi..hehheee..]

dady not gud, sumbat bnda tuhh kt mumy .. haishhh ...

5:30pm msk dlm Gurney

pusing2 jap den g kt nunu amk tiket

skali lagi thx nu :)

arghhh still early laa ..

movie start 7:45pm, now bwu 5pm sumthg

jalan2 pusing2 wat kaco dlm tuh sat den g McD ..

dady blanja French Fries n Sprite :)

thx dady .. :)

[makan lagi]

pas mam, lepak kt tepi mcD and dady jmpa kawan dye and sembang2 laa ...

pas dady puas sembang2 ngn his fwen,

kami masok blk dlm mall,

pusing2 wat kaco lg

and da penat wat kaco kami g naik kt cinema

cari chair, duduk n tggu smpai movie start

tp before start i rs na pee ..

so aja dady g toilet, den kuar toilet g lepak2 dlm game ..

tepat 7:45pm kami masok ..

[pic ni dlm cinema]

2jam lebih la jugak tgk cite tuhh ..

owg kata cite ni best tp cm TA ja ...

hurmmmm .. taw td tgk cte 'SUCKER PUNCH'

trailer dye cm rancak..

tp ta pewr, dady kata na g tgk movie lg ..

2 movie lg ..

1 Senjakala another 1 Kongsi [lu luangsi lu mati]

hahaha tungguuu .....

p/s; dady mumy love you .. always you sygs ..

thx sb dady b so sweet sgt kt mumy..

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull

t0day iS t0day

23rd March 2011
ada 2 bnda yg ninie akn gtaw ..
1st i gt J0B .. Yeyy ! Alhamdulillah .. Start w0rking myb 1st April @ 4th April 2011 .. As clerk kt c0mp. Shelter Security Services Sdn. Bhd. .. 5days w0rkg, fr0m 9am-5pm .. Jap ja kn .. My 0pis kt Bgnan Mayban Trust Penang, Penang Street.. N ninie dpt taw, dlm 0pis 2 cma ninie s0wg ja yg ada .. Scary ada s0n0k pn ada .. Hehe .. Wish me luck k .. Chapter Everyday is H0liday da abs .. Start bln April ni, Everyday is M0NEY !! :)
2nd - td lunch pas interview, me n dady kmi wat picnic kt tepi surau flat tnb sg.ara .. Funny kn .. Beli ns 2 bgkus, then my sis tapaw me Udang Lipan G0reng (perghh sedap) n Kari Ikan, ada tel0r ikan bulat2 2 .. Mmg sedap ! Farid n kwn dady yg nek LC biru pn j0in skali tp d0wg ta mam r, farid ratah udang ja .. Haha .. 1st ingt na berkelah tepi laut kt Qb tuhh, tp tym ta chantek , ujan plak s0 kmi tuka p0rt la .. Ta pa la, jnji PICNIC ! Hahaha ..
p/s: thx kakak masak kt ninie :)

Zivilia Band - Aishiteru (With Lyrics).flv

sTRESs

the confusion created when the mind must override the body's basic desire to choke the living shit out of some asshole who desperately

DESERVES IT !

menyakitkan aty betol!!

sume sama ja ...

.BENCI >>!

. . . . . .

16/3/2011; 03:50am

i ignore text

i let the phone ring

i log off Facebook chat

its nothing personal

but people need to realizes that sometime

i just dont want to talk

p/s; i miss my sygss ..

mE ♥ kim kardashian ♥

the innocent eyes ... the kissable lips ...

a great smile ... the perfect walk ...

smoothest talk ... absolutely gorgeous ...

thats enough about me !! ><

HOW ABOUT YOUU ??

hangout ngn dady ....

yEyy !!

ni masa yg saya tunggu tunggu ..

kuar ngn my sygss :)

AMIRUL FITRI a.k.a DADY

around kul 11.30pm dady my amk ..

den dady wat 1 2 pusingan kt qB b4 kami lepak kt qB ..

cr krusi, tp sume FULL .. adoiiyy !

so dady kata kte dok kt tepi laut, kt batu2 ..

huhuu~

1st tym dlm masa setahun kami dok ats batu2 ni ..

lama ta dok ..

sembang2 about everythg ..

tgk skumpulan cina pancing kt tepi kami .. n dady kata dowg bkn betol na pancing .

coz sna mne ada ikan .. ngn air maty ..

tataw la mmy ddy .. ta pnh pancing pown sygss ..

rs a buhsan kami beredar dr ctu ..

ronda2 ngn moto plakk ...

merata p tp kami ronda kt barat daya jewr laa ...

n na taw sumthg ta ..

dlm dok ronda2 ngn moto kn, tba2 ninie TERLENA ..

terlena atas moto smbl pegang dady ..

huhuu~

tataw la y , myb sb letih kowt ..

da la letih pastu kna angin .. syokk gylerrr ..

syuuuurrrr jaa rs .. :)

igt kn dady tataw mumy terlena ats moto, rupanye dye taww ..

hahahaaa~

n yeahh lupa na gtaw ...

dady cut hair dye ..

hehee~

mmy sukaa coz dady nmpk cm ddy dlu ..

actlly ninie rs sumthg lain 2 3 arini ngn dady tp ninie epy

yeah kadg dye myakitkan aty,

tp duno y ninie rs cm dye .............

dady text me "MISS U" tiba2 ..

IM YM sume .. Call lg .. Text lg .. Hangout mlm2 lg ..

sume ni kami da ta wat sume tuhh ..

hangout pn ptg2 ja ... malam ada, tp jarang sgt ...

tp dis month, kerap gak ddy wat kua mlm ...

dady wuts wrong with u ?? if ddy ada prob. gtaw mmy k sygs ..

mmy always ada ngn ddy ..

@ ni sume sb ninie na tggl dye ari2 kowt ???

hurm if ya, bgs la u like dis ...

mmy leyh taw yg ddy mmg sygs mmy

u ta na mmy tggl u

i wont leave u sygss ..

ddy sbhagian dr hdp mmy ...

tanpa dady, mumy tataw sapa mumy ...

mmy love you sgt dady ...

thx 4 everythg dat u do ...

p/s; For you see, each day I love you more

Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

yM ngn DADy

smlm 14th Mac 2011, around 8pm sumthg ..

ym ngn dady ..

huhuu~

actlly lma gylerrr kmi ta ber' ym ni ...

sejak ninie stay ngn dye, dkt 2yr gak laa ..

smlm kmi ym smbl wc ..

mmy epy sgt .. mmy miss dady ..

mmy miss waktu2 cmni ..

cm dlu, cm mula kte knl ...

ym ym , text text , call call , hangout hangout !!

semalam pown dlm ym ddy aja kua

so japg kami akn jmpa ..

kul bpe i dunno ... sume ni up to me !

dady tggu k .. t mmy text ddy kul bpe na amk mmy ..

I LOVE YOU !

t0gether forever

t0gether, forever ... walking together ..

loving each other so effortlessly.

sharing, caring ... we're closet of friends ...

Always Forever - Our love never ends .

Together, forever - Our hearts are so true .

Together, Forever - Just me and u .

Together, Forever - Let love have its way .

Together, Forever - We're happy each day !

missing you

today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of u

and every song i heard somehow related to u.

i hate days like today,

because thye remind me of the thing i dont have..

DADDY, mmy misyu :(

cAREfREe gIRl

hahahaa~

mesti cm blurr kn why title ninie "CArefree Girl"

cite dye bermula dr cni .................. ><

12/3/2011 around 12pm sumthg ..

me, my sis's, n my step mama g GIANT coz my step mama na beli brg dapor ..

n actlly kt Giant, arini dowg ada wat uji bakat utk berlakon ngn SCHA AL-YAHYA

[ pic ni scha yg amik kn, dye amk my fon n snap sndri ]

Scha kn 'Duta Carefree' so dowg na Carefree jd tajaan laa ..

ninie mmg na g pown tp igtkn next week, rupa dis week laa ..

so da alang2 ada kt cna ninie g ja laa ..

ni my no.

[ haha~ sj bg no.terbalikk ]

pas da tulis borang sume, dowg suwoh amik pic dlu ..

hahaa~ malu lolx !

pas da posing2 sume dowg kata, ujibakat akn mula pkul 3pm nnt ..

pkul 3pm Scha Al-Yahya dtg,

dye sembg2 la ats pentas tuhhh n wat cikit game kt owg rmai ..

ninie relaxx dlu kt tepi2 ..

pas da abis tu sume, dowg pgl sume peserta ujibakat utk bergambar !!

hahha~ saya owg depan skali, malu kowt tp blasah jaa !!

pas bergambar dowg wat sesi autograph n bergambar .

lepas tuhh bawu sesi uji bakat di mula kn ..

dowg bg skrip swoh baca ..

dlm skrip tuhh ada 2 babak ...

babak serius n marah ..

yg syok nye babak serius r .. sb babak ni cite dye,

ninie na mntx break wit sum1 yg rely love me n sggp gve evrythg yg ninie na !!

perghh !! mmg layan + feeling gylerrr wat babak ni ..

na taw y ?? sb laki yg berlakon wit me tu ENCEM !!

hahaa ><

reason yg ta blh blahh kn .. [dady taw mati ninie]

msti kowg tertya2 ninie ni mnat blakon ka, kn ??

jwpn dye YES !!

ninie mmg suka blakon, berangan2 pown ada ..

tp ni ninie bkn nye mgharap sgt ..

dpt ta dpt ta kesah pn, sj main2 ..

tgk ada bakat ka ta ..

tp klu dpt tataw la na kata ..

KAVERR !!

hahaa~

layan la pic2 ninie kt bwh ni ..

I LOVE YOU

look into my heart and see what i am saying, for my heart speaks the truth

and the truth is I LOVE YOU !

everytime the wind blows, i whisper, I LOVE YOU !

when you say you love me,

the world stops for a moment,

the star stops shining,

the moon stops glowing,

the earth stops breathing,

all that's alive is our love

I LOVE YOU !

p/s; "There's no limit to what I wouldn't do for you. Just ask, it will be done, no matter the miles, no matter the sacrifice. I love you, and you'll always be in my heart."

#$%^**#$

BANGANG !! BABI !! SIAL !! KALIHAMPOT!!

menyakitkan aty aku dr td ...

bodo r .. hg wat ta pewrr ..

aku mcm2 ta leyhhh !!!

hurmmmm !!

NAPE DTG KT AKU BALIK ???

NAPE CARI AKU BALIK ???

NAPE AMIK AKU BALIK ????

AKU DA LET U GO, TP HG YG TA NA !!

NAPE WAT MUMY CMNI ???

NAPE PUJUK MUMY BALIK IF DADY JUST NA SAKIT KAN MY HEART !!!

MENYAKITKAN ATY BETOLLL !!!!

bawu smlm ok .. td pn ok ..

skg ni wat hal lg ..

cm SIALLLL !

**SIGHH**

P/S; "A broken heart is a heart that has felt love."

thURsday .. 9th Mac 2011

" i love the sun for days, the moon for nights, and you forever"

yesterday is da best day for me ...

1 ary ninie ngn dady .. dr tghari kul 1.30pm smpi pg esk 6am ...

[pg kamis ninie bgn lmbt la.. hehe~]

actlly ari rabu mlm tu kami gado .. seriusnye gado ...

n ninie wat 1 kputusan yg muktamad on dat nite ...

tp pas 2 3 mnt cmtu dady text me, dye ckp

"hg jgn takot aku ta kn tggl hg, aku syg hg sgt.. skg aku tgh gewam, satg aku p kt hg"

n ninie gtaw dye, mgkin dye mmg ta tgl ninie

tp arini ninie yg akn tgl dye ...

my heart rely2 hurt ....

kecewa sgt ngn kata2 dye ... how could u saying dat to me, dady ...?

Dady...,

u always say u hate to see me hurt

n u hate to see me cry .....

so all those times that u hurt me,

DID U CLOSE EYES DADY ?????

mumy sowey sygss, bkn niat mmy na tgl ddy tp mmy da ta tahan ngn sume ni ...

ninie pk mlm tuhh kami mmg da ta de jodoh

ninie just let him go n ta na pk byk2 ..

yep mmg sedeyh tp huhhhhhh .. ntah la ...

tp our story blm berakhir lg ...

pg kamis around 11sumthg dady col me .. sj2 col tya ninie watpe ..

then around 12pm dye col lg, tp kali ni bkn sj2 col ..

dye aja ninie kua,

g tmn rimba .. kami b2 jewrr ..

**sigh** [duno apa na kata]

"even though were far apart, i love you dearly with all my heart"

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

masa kta tmn rmba dady ta bg ninie mndy coz ninie demam ..

tp taw la ninie kn .. DEGIL !!
mndy gakk .. pas2 demam jd lg twok laaa

pas g tmn rmba kami umah pendek kt tg.bungah ..

kt umah pndek la dmam ninie jd twokk ..

dady bwk g mam kt Khaleel Gurney ..

n dady bising, "klu mmy ta mndy td ta twok cmni kn .."

hehehe ><

pas mam kami lepak kt tepi gurney untill 7pm sumthg ..

kami blk pown sb ujan ..

if ta myb kami still stay lepak kt sna ..

ujan lebat sgt, so dady bwk blk umah dye dlu ..

mndy2 tuka bju tggu ujan redha ckt bwu dady anta blk ..

tp b4 blk dye bwk pusing 1 round kt qb .. smpi umah pown dlm kul 1opm ..

dlm kul 12am sumthg dady text me ..

n ninie bersama dgn dady lagi ... smpi kul 6am esk ...

"your hugs and kisses are like the stars that light up my life when things get dark."

"my favorite place to be is inside your hugs where it's warm and loving."

"i want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go."

p/s; Dady, mgkin benar kata owg yg KITA TA KAN BERPISAH ..

kerna dalamnya kasih sedalam lautan,

setigginye mentari, ta mampu di gapai oleh khayalan insani,

cuma di naluri...