I can't get you out of my mind,

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you...

how good you look when you smile,

how much I love your laugh...

I day-dream about you off and on,

replaying pieces of our conversation,

laughing at funny things that you said or did...

I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me...

I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine...

I wonder what will happen the next time we are together,

I know one thing for sure,

your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.

bAD lUCk .. and im SAD * _ *

HUJAN, BANJIR, KEBASAHAN, SEJUK, 

Motor Tayar Licin,  and LAPARrr ...

Hujan dari tadi pagi around 6am something kot ..

bukan hujan biasa, heavy rain and siap ada guruh lagi ..

orang scared ngan guruh + kilat ..

ntah la nape ..

tapi time orang kecil orang ingat lagi,

masa tuhh hujan lebat, ada guruh and kilat sume

orang ada ngan mama dalam bilik kat rumah balai ..

and orang macam nampak kilat masuk dalam rumah and terus blackout !

orang tanya mama and mama kata cahaya dia je tuhh ..

tapi im still scared ..

scared sampai sekarang and orang takot gelap jugak ..

arini ta de sapa kat rumah, baba keje malam semalam so im alone la dari semalam..

arini na kena g keje sendiri..

tapi hujan lebat pulak and moto orang tayar botak

so bahaya la jugak na bawak motor kan ..

but apa boleh wat, i have too ..

g keje dalam hujan ngan motor tayar botak ..

sampai opis orang da basah ..

and now im not feeling well la pulakk ..

ni salah satu sebab orang ta leh kna hujan ..

cepat DEMAM ..

da kna hujan kepala sakit, tekak pon sakit, selsema pon sebok na datang gak

last DEMAM !!

haishhh .. :(

Now it had stop raining and was briefly sunny.

and tetba orang tertanya,

why dia text orang and call orang tadi pagi ?

worry about me izit ??

huhh !! really ??

but why dady ..?

thanks sebab still care about me tapi ....

i really want to forget you ..

im sick im tired ngan semua kata kata and ugutan dady ..

sometimes i feel like im gonna DISAPPEAR !

orang tataw na watpe da selain leave you sayang ..

mungkin ni jalan yang terbaik untuk kite ..

yeah orang ta tipu yang orang terluka sangat sangat ngan keputusan orang

tapi orang betul betul tataw na watpe ..

i love you so much dady

and i hate how much i love you !

p/s; Sometimes i wish i could go back to last fall when i couldn't be anything but HAPPY. A never ending state of smiles. i know it's not right to be stuck like that, but right now that would sure be nice.

and now i keep listening to this song .. JAR of HEARTS !!

jar of heart ..

I know I can’t take one more step towards you,

Causes all that’s waiting is regret ..

And don’t you know im not your gost anymore ..

You lost the love I loved the most ..

I learned to live past alive,

Now you want me one more time ..

Who you think you are?

Running ‘round leaving scars,

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart ..

You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me,

Who you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around,

If I am anywhere to be found ..

But I have grown too strong,

To ever fall back in your arms …

And it took so long just to feel alright.

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.

I wish I had missed the first time’s that we kissed.

Cause you broke all your promises.

And now you’re back,

You don’t get to get me back ….



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Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.

i dont want to cry, because it will just make me feel worse.

i feel like my heart is falling apart.

but not only that,

i know soon my life is going to feel like its falling apart too.

i dont think it will ever done.

and no matter what he done to me.

it feels impossible to stop loving you ...

Everyone wonders why do i still love him,

if he hurt me so  much.

thats the confusing part.

Justin Bieber: Never Say Never Movie

this movie is the most inspirational movie i have ever seen. Because Justin Bieber shows us dreams can come true. Even though you're so young. And you can do it better than most adults. Just because it's we have the energy. And the colour. I'm just saying; GO SEE THE MOVIE. No matter what you think of Justin Bieber. I promise you wont regret it.

p/s; OMG !! He is sooo CUTE !!

malu tp GREAT !!

t0day ada 2 bnda yg wat ninie malu sangat.

1st, ta ya la taw coz terlalu personal.

2nd, Bocor pulakkkk !!!

huhhh .. nasib ada dady, dia bagi sweater dia kt ninie if ta tataw la...

benda da jadi ta boleh na wat ape,

ape yg boleh dilakukan ialah

bergegas pulang ke rumah and change.

change

EVERYTHING .

haisshhh !!

tapi dalam malu malu pon, today is a w0nderfulday dari last nite !

c0z yesterday kan kami ada fighting fighting at Queensbay sampai helmet jato mua ...

and sampai dia boleh ulangi kata kata yang dia penah kata dulu.

"Demi Allah, aku takan cari hg lagi."

rely sad tp masa dia anta ninie balik umah.

ninie didnt feel anything ..

im not sad not mad angry @ disappointed ngan apa yang dia wat @ kata.

perasaan ninie EMPTY !!

balik uma macam nothing happen. text my fwens n have fun ngan dowg ..

and early monink ni dia text ninie.

1stly dia marah marah. marah sb tuttt ...

tapi dalam dok marah marah ninie, dia aja kuar jalan jalan.

dan segala yang w0nderful pon TERJADI !!

bawak pegi breakfast at Kapitan QB.

then g Bukit Jambul (BJ) jalan jalan.

last g Queensbay.

(sini kejadian yg memalukan saya terjadi jugak)

but forget it, da cite kan apa yg jadi.

dia bawak ninie tgk movie, Scre4m

(na pujuk ninie la konon konon nye)

Synopsis;

Ten years have passed, and Sidney Prescott, who has put herself back together thanks in part to her writing, is visited by the Ghostface Killer.

cite ta terlalu scary tp sakit jantung !

nasib ta de heart attack if ta adoiyyy masalah laa ...

lupa plakk before tgk movie dady bawak g lunch kt foodcourt atas QB.

and yeah dady belikan ninie PERFUME ... sweet !

thanks dady..

tapi... just wondering,

ape ka yang terjadi and ape ka sebenarnye kmi ?

ada ka kami belong together @ sebaliknye ..

c0z kami always gado gado and baik ..

baik baik and gado ..

gado baik gado baik gado back baik balik ..

TIRED LAAAAAAA !!

i hurting i happy i disappointed i good i sad macam macam rr ...

yeah i noe in relationship ada up and down

tapi in our case it ..... hmmmmmmmm

like i said before

Sabar je laaa ...

and orang yang bersabar akan dapat hasil yang saaaaangat indah !!

i hope that day akan tiba dengan segera ...

coz i rely LOVE you sayang ...

p/s: for u see, each day i love more.

today than yesterday and less than tomorrow...

dady,

let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river

You Never Changed :(

dear blog, dia ta penah berubah. sedeyh pulak kadang kadang. touching touching. aritue iye iye je.. tapi sama je. hmmm..... kalo macam neh la selalu, sampai bila pon takan habeh. guess iam the one yang kena bekorban. perlu beralah selalu ngan diaa. rasa ney lah keburukan dia yang taleh na ubah.n ape lagi orang na kt dia bile tahu perangai dia buruk yang amat. patut laki macam neh tggal je. tapi orang tahu, jauh dalam diri dia, neh bukan diri dia yang sebenar. bukan laki yang mumy LOVE sebenar, kan dady..? hahh laki yang aku CINTA! tp agak agak laah. jangan la selfish sangat. one day dia mesti jugak rasa apa yang orang rasa. muktamad. baru dia akn tahu macam mane rasa disakiti oleh orang yang kita sayang. mmy rasa ddy dah rasa kan aritu sekali. sakitkan sayang.. im sowey. bukan niat orang na balas atau apa. benda tuhh ta sengaja. orang bukan pdendam. tapi tuhan maha adil.....

sabar jela. bab kata ustazah, orang yang sabar akan dapat hasil yang saaaaaangat indah :)

and i will waiting that day ..

mem0iR ...

11 12 13 April 2011 ..

[ monday - wednesday ]

is the best day for me ..

coz dady slalu ngn ninie, dr pg smpi mlm na tdo ..

tp bnda ta lma, mlm rabu dady wat hal blk ..

igtkn dye da betol berubah .. tp rasa nya ta ...

im sad sgt mlm rabu tuhh and GERAM !!

na taw nape, baca la kt bawah ni ..

ninie akn cite n igt kembali apa yg jadi dr 11-13th april 2011 ...

11th April 2011

monday m0nink ...

"mumy wake up .. mndy den jom"

bgn2 mndy den get ready ..

g breakfast kt Taman Tun Sardoon

pas mkn dady bwk g 1st Avenue tgk m0vie ..

best nyee ...

tgk cite Hop, cite kartun

cite kartun tuhh pown best gakk ..

Synopsis:

Hop tells the comic tale of Fred (James Marsden), an out-of-work slacker who accidentally injures the Easter Bunny (voiced by Russell Brand) and must take him in as he recovers. As Fred struggles with the world's worst houseguest, both will learn what it takes to finally grow up.

pas abs tgk movie, ninie

aja dady mam sumthg ..

b4 dady mam n tgk apa bnda tuh

dady kata

"mumy mesti na bg dady mkn bnda yg mumy suka sgt tp dady ta,pastu paksa dady mkn gak mcm sushi"

tp bila dye da mkn, dye berkata

"sedap!! pandai reka nahh"

hahaaa .. mesti la mumy siapa ><

kami mam crispy creep n drink cool blog (bubble)

da puas mam kami pown balik laaa ..

da blk tuh bkn na dok diam2 ..

kami wat keje len plakk ..

menconteng badan dady guna inai .. hehe ..

ni la hasil nyee ..

hehhee .. l0ve dady !!

12th April 2011

Tuesday m0nink ..

cm monday gak, dady kejut kn ninie ..

"mumy jom"

arini ta de watpe sgt .. just jalan2 ngn dady ja ..

n byk masa dok umah ngn dady ..

main main .. hahaha~

ptg tuhh kuar g lunch n lepak2 ja la

pastu blk umah blk ....

13th April 2011

Wednesday monink ..

"mumy wake up .. jom t lmbat"

bgn2 mndy get ready n twos g waterfall amk money dr baba ..

coz arini ninie kna jmpa my new bos Mr.Arivin kt opis ..

jumpa jap ja .. sembg sal opis sal salary work sume la then balik umah ..

tp b4 g tuhh dady bwk ninie g mam Roti Bakar kt Pulau Tikus ...

sedap ....

pas abs talk2 ngn Mr.Arivin kami twos blk umah ..

smpi umah pn dh tghari so kami beli lauk kt bawah n masak nasi kt umah ..

nasi da masak n kami makan

around pukul 3pm kami kuar g Queensbay..

sb td smntara tggu nasi masak dady ada ckp

"jom tgk wayang satg, cite CUN"

ninie ok ja .. hahaaa ..

Synopsis:

Luna (Maya Karin) is a popular reality TV host for a show called "Meletups" who runs away after finding out that her boyfriend is cheating on her. Feeling heartbroken, Luna and her assistant Tom set off to a rural village in Kedah where she meets Atan (Remy Ishak), a handsome and kind villager. During her stay in the village, Luna starts to fall in love with the serene and peaceful lifestyle as well as gaining the approval of Atan's family. However, a complication that happened in the city forces Luna to choose between the village life or return to her fabulous lifestyle back in the city.

abis tgk movie dady bwk g lepak kt sg.ara ...

around 9pm sumthg kami blk umah ..

then masa ni la dady wat hal ..

smpi umah dok sat n dye siap2 na kuar blk ..

tanya dye leklok tiba2 dye marah ..

apa lg temperature ninie naik laa ..

hg marah kt mak hg na bebai kt aku plakk.. sial nye jantan ..

mak dye pn 1, na marah sb makan kt umah nape ..

bkn nye stay kt uma ber2 lama2 pn ..

blk mkn den kuar blk ..

hurmm .. benci betol sume ni ...

14th April 2011

Thursday monink ...

dady baru blk dr kuar smlm ..

i dont want say anything ..

tp dye blk n like always ..

"mumy bgn.. jom"

cuci muka n ikt dye twon bawah ..

dady tya na mam apa .. n i say i no money .. n dye pn kta dye no money ..

so naik umah blk, ninie tukar baju n bantal tdo kt depan ..

[ majok lagi ]

igtkn dady msk bilik tdo twos tp ta ..

dye tuka baju n g dapur ..

tatw la apa yg dye wat ..

mcm2 bunyi dok dgr ...

bunyi kuali la batu lesong la apa la ...

ninie g la tgk apa yg dye wat ..

rupenye dye masak ..

masak utk ninie n dye :)

thx dady ..

dady masak nasi then dye wat kuah sardin n udang masak kunyit ..

makan2 tgk tv

ptg ninie wat nasi goreng kt dady ..

then malam dady anta ninie blk umah qb ..

coz her mom bising .. :(

i noe y .. n ninie ckp kt dady yg ninie penat tiap2 ari mcm ni ....

im sad n disappointed ..

15th April 2011

n0 more Friday Monink ..

coz ninie da ada kt umah qb ..

alone n lonely ... :(

tghari hangout .. jln2 g merata2 ..

then ptg dady call tp tym tuh tgh marah lg ..

ninie jwb fon pn maw ta maw ja ..

sowey dady tp my heart hurts ...

around 7pm sumthg ninie col dady ..

1st dye ckp ok ja den tba2 fon off coz bat3 ta de ..

pnjam fon ckin jap [tomboy but wut i care, dye my fwen]

col dady blk n gtaw dye fon abs bat3 n pnjam fon mmbr ..

n dady tba temperature naik ..

marah2 n tuduh ninie kuar ngn jantan ..

huhhh !!

kuar betol2 bawu taw ...

n i text dady n gtaw dye yg ninie akn tggu dye smpi esk ari sabtu 16 april ..

16th April 2011

so today ninie just waitg apa akn jd ..

WAIT & SEE !!

24th Mac 2011

n yeah ..

ta lupa dis day ..

dady tmn mumy copink ...

thx dady ....

temperature naikk !!!

benci !!!!!! meluat !!!!

igt dye punya meluat jaa ka ..

aku yg slama ni sabar ngn sume karenah dye ,

dye tataw !!

*%^@$%##**

p/s; why should i care about u .. ???

Ku Menunggu - Rossa