my heart hurt n my leg pown hurt .. jato tangga tym na g opis .. ngekk~ neyh sume gara gara pes tomyam rr ... aku lupa na amik , da twon 1 tangga n suddenly teringat kt pes tomyam .. lari la aku nek balik coz aku da lmbat na g opis ... lari nye lari ntah cmnerr kaki aku tersangkut kt tangga n then "dusshh" saket dooe .. jatoh mengelongsor n kaki kanan aku terkepak kt blakang .. DAMN its really hurt ... g klinik ... kna balut laa kaki aku neyhh .. ta penah2 balut, aku excident, jato mot0 kaki bengkak cam babi pown ta kena balut2 muaa .. neyhh , gyler laaa ... mc 2ari, kaver ... tp ta la kaver sgt coz cuti sb saket , apa pown ta leyh wat , dok umah nga nga .... tp ntah la, nape aku rs aty aku lagi saket dr kaki aku .. hurmmm .. i feel so sad ... sad sgt .. rs cm na kill myself :( oh GOD help me n forgive me for wut im saying ... i just cant control myself n i cant think anything .. just him in my mind .. all day n nite, im just thinking of him ..
the day is coming .. i guess y'll taw apa kan ... ninie tataw apa yang ninie rasa skrang ni .. scared , happy , marah @ what ... nervous pown ada . huhuu~ cam na kawen pulak .. tp seriusly macam2 benda ninie rasa skrang ni .. daddy kata dye akan berubah .. tataw la smaada ya @ ta .. hope ya .. tp now pown da nampak cam okayy .. he with me all the time .. even malam pown dye dengan saya ... and yg paling ninie terkejut , dye ta g club malam rabu ari2 .. dye stay kat umah .. huhuu~ mummy cyunk daddy sgt .. mummy pernah cuba untuk not fall in love with you , mummy try my best to get away from daddy .. tapi semakin mummy cuba jauh kan diri mummy , kita semakin rapat . why ???
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ta kesah la apa pown , apa yg mummy harap , apa yg daddy cakap daddy akan wat .. and mummy akan sokong daddy dari blakang .. like i always do .. saya akan slalu ada untuk kamo ..
p/s; i want him so badly . wish him to be mine forever .
cannot stop thinking about him and dream him ,
cant stop laughing and smile by looking his smile .