** saket **

~12th July 2010~

ary yg malang bg aku ..

my heart hurt n my leg pown hurt .. jato tangga tym na g opis .. ngekk~ neyh sume gara gara pes tomyam rr ... aku lupa na amik , da twon 1 tangga n suddenly teringat kt pes tomyam .. lari la aku nek balik coz aku da lmbat na g opis ... lari nye lari ntah cmnerr kaki aku tersangkut kt tangga n then "dusshh" saket dooe .. jatoh mengelongsor n kaki kanan aku terkepak kt blakang .. DAMN its really hurt ... g klinik ... kna balut laa kaki aku neyhh .. ta penah2 balut, aku excident, jato mot0 kaki bengkak cam babi pown ta kena balut2 muaa .. neyhh , gyler laaa ... mc 2ari, kaver ... tp ta la kaver sgt coz cuti sb saket , apa pown ta leyh wat , dok umah nga nga .... tp ntah la, nape aku rs aty aku lagi saket dr kaki aku .. hurmmm .. i feel so sad ... sad sgt .. rs cm na kill myself :( oh GOD help me n forgive me for wut im saying ... i just cant control myself n i cant think anything .. just him in my mind .. all day n nite, im just thinking of him ..

love him so dam much .. ♥

[aaa..tiba tiba jewrr]

~ lAlAt sAYA ~

nama: LALAT

DOB: 13th April 2010

mAde iN sG.Nib0Ng, pENANg

nine with new style

hye.. huhuu~ lma ta updated blog ni .. bz laaa ...

now ninie come back ..

datang with new style ... rambut bawu laaa ... hehehee~

bored la ngn style lama ..

asyik rmbut pnjg jewrr ...

even ninie ubah sume nyew pn, prangai ninie still sma ..

mgkin a lil'bit "KETEGAQ" . hahha~

i change my style bkn sbb spe2 .. just 4 me jewr ..

~ 5th April 2010 ~

the day is coming .. i guess y'll taw apa kan ... ninie tataw apa yang ninie rasa skrang ni .. scared , happy , marah @ what ... nervous pown ada . huhuu~ cam na kawen pulak .. tp seriusly macam2 benda ninie rasa skrang ni .. daddy kata dye akan berubah .. tataw la smaada ya @ ta .. hope ya .. tp now pown da nampak cam okayy .. he with me all the time .. even malam pown dye dengan saya ... and yg paling ninie terkejut , dye ta g club malam rabu ari2 .. dye stay kat umah .. huhuu~ mummy cyunk daddy sgt .. mummy pernah cuba untuk not fall in love with you , mummy try my best to get away from daddy .. tapi semakin mummy cuba jauh kan diri mummy , kita semakin rapat . why ???

[ masih lagi tertanya tanya ]

ta kesah la apa pown , apa yg mummy harap , apa yg daddy cakap daddy akan wat .. and mummy akan sokong daddy dari blakang .. like i always do .. saya akan slalu ada untuk kamo ..

p/s; i want him so badly . wish him to be mine forever .

cannot stop thinking about him and dream him ,

cant stop laughing and smile by looking his smile .

love daddy so damn fucking much

~ ePY bURfdAy t0 mE ~

~27 Feb 2010~

ninie , nad , ekan n ez .. ari sabtu , kami hangout dr tengahari untill 8pm sumthg .. g jalan kt seberang .. kami g mall kt cna .. tp cm buhsan !! ta syokk .. PENANG jugak yg BEST !! 8pm sumthg kami balik umah .. balik umah ninie .. ez , ekan , nad sume lepak umah ninie .. around pkul 10pm ejad col , swoh amik dye 10.30pm .. gyler sume ta mndy lg na amk cmner .. kul 11pm cmtuh kami bergegas (huhu~ ayat ) ke sg. ara , g amik ejad ... tepat kul 12 , tetba ninie ada dengar sora sora sumbang kt dalam kete nyanyi lagu HAPPY BURFDAY !! hahaa~ na nanes doe !! thanks kawan kawan !! terharu gyler ninie .. igtkan thn ni cm thn lepas , ta dew sapa wish .. tp thn ni ramai yg wish kt ninie .. n da 1st person yg wish kt ninie ialah GEN , gentado @ genstylo .. stylo kewrrr ?? haha~ thx gen !! huhuu~ sbelom menuju ke destinasi kami , kami g singgah bJ jap , g amik kawan ejad , panjang .. ( ninie ta suka panjang , cam bengong + geli ) haha~ dalam dok p tuhh , ejad wat gyler , duet ta dew , dye na kena p cucuk dulu .. adoii , da la da lambat .. ca ol n myrol dok tunggu da , dok call call tanya bila na sampai .. tp na wat cmner , kami terpaksa p la cr CIMB Bank , sapa na bayar masok nanti .. 1st g CIMB kt prangin , tp sume mesin out of service .. then g CIMB kt depan istana kedah . kt cna pown sume out of service , cuma 1 jewr ta .. nasib baik laa .. tp mula mula tuh mesin tuh wat suspen , cakap mesin ta duet .. hahaa~ ta dew duet rm10 .. bengong kan .. wat terkejut jewrr .. pas da abis sume , kami twos g ke tempat yang d tuju .. Fashion Art Music Entertainment .. haha~ mana tuhh ??? syhhh !! kami enjoy kaw kaw punya dalam tuhh !! i saw sum1 .. tp ingore jewrr !! malas na tengok dye .. na enjoy bukan na nanes !! hahaa~ lantak hg la kata aku combunk !! sapa swoh wat aku cmni !! pas da abis tuhh kami g khaleel gurney , g makan .. "abg manis" heheee~ around kul 5am bawu kami balik .. coz g anta ekan balik kt sg.tiram dulu .. haha~ ni the best burfday in my life ... n 1st tym celebrate kat "SITU" hehee~-

~28 Feb 2010~

ahad malam , kuar ngn family myrol .. thank god myrol ta deww .. ta na dye ada .. tataw nape .. ninie just ta leyh tengok dye .. im scared .. anaz call ninie , swoh siap cepat cepat , pkai chantek chantek .. tataw nape .. rupa rupanye dowang na celebrate burfday ninie .. mama myrol beli ninie kek kt secret receipe ... then bawak ninie g makan mcd kt gurney .. mcd lover la kata kan , hahaaa~ pas da makan sume kami g singgah istana jap sb na bagi jagung .. n time tuhh pown jalan jam cam sipot babi .. dok cna sat sembang sembang , pas2 aku kna berleter ngn mak ca ol ... sb myrol .. bengong !!! aku ckp tataw !! ta kenal sapa myrol .. haha~ mak ca ol rebos jagung .. swoh makan , huhu~ pewot da kembong ngan mcd , ta leyh na makan .. aku minum air jewrr laaa , na amik aty ... minum air teh sambil tgk bola , g cna jewrr mesty kna tengok bola .. aku da la ta paham tengok bola , bukan aku tengok bola , bola tengok aku .. haha ... buhsan , aku g masuk bilik ca ol , lepak dalam bilik dye , men PS2 .. game sume wrestling , cm bengong !! aduhh buhsan + nantok !! dowg abis mam jagung , bawu kami balik !! akhir nye , balik jugak .. sampai umah , ada owg text aku , wat wat perasaan la pulak .. adoii !!! tataw laaa ... pening doe !!

p/s; tHe bESt bURfdAy tHAt i eVer hAd !! hahaa~
tHx coz ta lupa ninie ..
cyunk kowang sangat sangat !!!

( Thx mama , wish kat ninie jugak .. miss my mum )

~ wANA b with y0u ~

i know that u dont wana talk about it , but i gotta put it in your mind .. i feel like we've been through this story a thousand times .. i feel like we've been going around and around in circles .. why , we gotta put this behind us ?? why is it that everytime i looked in your eyes i see something wrong , insecurity .. when all along i was trying make it right , keep us going strong and loving u faithfully .. daddy , listen to me , please dont walk away .. c0z if u ever need me , i'd be l0st , i'd be going crazy .. coz i dont want nobody else , i just wanna be with u .. u're the only one who completes me .. and u're the one who makes me whole ...

p/s; 18th feb 2010 ,pic ni d ambil .. hangout ngn family myrol .. g makan mee udang ktne ntah lupa .. miss dis day ... n i will miss all things that we've been through ..

** c0nfiusin' **

arini , tataw la na cakap cmner .. tengah ary tadi , myrol text ninie .. lega ckit ninie rasa .. walaupown kami da ta macam dulu .. ninie still col dye daddy , sowey , mmy ta biasa lagi .. kami mcj lama la jugak .. dye tnya ninie ada mne , and ninie cakap otw g JURU .. and he say nape g sana , sana bukan ada apa .. and ninie cakap , penang da ta dew sapa untuk ninie .. so ninie membawa dri kew juru ... myrol ada gtaw ninie , 5th April 2010 , dye akan suwoh mama dye masuk meminang ninie .. hahaa .. lawak !! papew je laa .... eemm .. tadi dalam pukul 8mlm , mat ilyas text ninie tnya ada mne .. ninie gtaw la yang ninie membawa diri ke juru .. then dye gtaw myrol wat rambut baru , so ninie cakap patut ke ninie taw ??? n he say yeahh !!! hurmm ?? kurang paham .. why ?? huhh !! mcj mcj ngan mat ilyas , tetba my fon ringing ... mohd amyrol fitri call .. hurmm ??? weird .. sb sejak kejadian aritu , dye ta call ninie langsung , even mcj pown ta .. just ym , nanes2 ninie kat opis masa ym ngan dye .. nape , ta yahh la taw ...myrol call ninie , kami bual bual pastu dye gtaw ninie yang dye botakkan rambut dye .. and ninie cakap kat okayy !! tataw na kata apa ...suka aty dye , kang amik taw lebeyh , cakap menyibok !! tapi kang , ninie ada sumthing na gtaw dye tapi ninie ta gtaw pown .. na taw apa .. imy n ily .. hahaha .. pas myrol call , mama dye plak call .. adoyyy !!! mama dye suwoh esok pas zohor datang umah .. dowang wat kenduri .. kenduri ca'ol bertunang ngang kenduri doa selamat .. ninie gtaw ninie ada kt juru .. mama dye cakap myrol pown gtaw benda yang sama , and mama dye ada gtaw mama dye tnya kat myrol why dye ngan ninie , kami da ta kawan kew n na taw myrol cakap apa , myrol cakap kami still kapel .. pelik kan .. nape kena cakap cmni , taw la kami just break sekejap .. tapi break jugak walaupown sekejap ... huhuu .. parents dye and member menber dye sume tataw sal kami .. dowang ingat kami just gado ... gado cam slalu ...actually kan ninie ta paham .. kami betol break sekejap kew @ sebenarnye kami ta break ??? huhh !! pening ... tataw la , tengok la nanti ... ninie da penat .. penat pretend yang sume okayy ... now ninie just na tengok .. tunggu and lihat ... daaa ... p/s: pic ni kat queensbay , 11th feb 2010 .. tensen sangat .. ym ngan myrol sampai nanes nanes , kat opis plak tuhh .. ta leyh trima sume .. g copink , walaupown tengah pokai ..

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