** saket **

~12th July 2010~

ary yg malang bg aku ..

my heart hurt n my leg pown hurt .. jato tangga tym na g opis .. ngekk~ neyh sume gara gara pes tomyam rr ... aku lupa na amik , da twon 1 tangga n suddenly teringat kt pes tomyam .. lari la aku nek balik coz aku da lmbat na g opis ... lari nye lari ntah cmnerr kaki aku tersangkut kt tangga n then "dusshh" saket dooe .. jatoh mengelongsor n kaki kanan aku terkepak kt blakang .. DAMN its really hurt ... g klinik ... kna balut laa kaki aku neyhh .. ta penah2 balut, aku excident, jato mot0 kaki bengkak cam babi pown ta kena balut2 muaa .. neyhh , gyler laaa ... mc 2ari, kaver ... tp ta la kaver sgt coz cuti sb saket , apa pown ta leyh wat , dok umah nga nga .... tp ntah la, nape aku rs aty aku lagi saket dr kaki aku .. hurmmm .. i feel so sad ... sad sgt .. rs cm na kill myself :( oh GOD help me n forgive me for wut im saying ... i just cant control myself n i cant think anything .. just him in my mind .. all day n nite, im just thinking of him ..

love him so dam much .. ♥

[aaa..tiba tiba jewrr]

~ lAlAt sAYA ~

nama: LALAT

DOB: 13th April 2010

mAde iN sG.Nib0Ng, pENANg

nine with new style

hye.. huhuu~ lma ta updated blog ni .. bz laaa ...

now ninie come back ..

datang with new style ... rambut bawu laaa ... hehehee~

bored la ngn style lama ..

asyik rmbut pnjg jewrr ...

even ninie ubah sume nyew pn, prangai ninie still sma ..

mgkin a lil'bit "KETEGAQ" . hahha~

i change my style bkn sbb spe2 .. just 4 me jewr ..

~ 5th April 2010 ~

the day is coming .. i guess y'll taw apa kan ... ninie tataw apa yang ninie rasa skrang ni .. scared , happy , marah @ what ... nervous pown ada . huhuu~ cam na kawen pulak .. tp seriusly macam2 benda ninie rasa skrang ni .. daddy kata dye akan berubah .. tataw la smaada ya @ ta .. hope ya .. tp now pown da nampak cam okayy .. he with me all the time .. even malam pown dye dengan saya ... and yg paling ninie terkejut , dye ta g club malam rabu ari2 .. dye stay kat umah .. huhuu~ mummy cyunk daddy sgt .. mummy pernah cuba untuk not fall in love with you , mummy try my best to get away from daddy .. tapi semakin mummy cuba jauh kan diri mummy , kita semakin rapat . why ???

[ masih lagi tertanya tanya ]

ta kesah la apa pown , apa yg mummy harap , apa yg daddy cakap daddy akan wat .. and mummy akan sokong daddy dari blakang .. like i always do .. saya akan slalu ada untuk kamo ..

p/s; i want him so badly . wish him to be mine forever .

cannot stop thinking about him and dream him ,

cant stop laughing and smile by looking his smile .

love daddy so damn fucking much

~ ePY bURfdAy t0 mE ~

~27 Feb 2010~

ninie , nad , ekan n ez .. ari sabtu , kami hangout dr tengahari untill 8pm sumthg .. g jalan kt seberang .. kami g mall kt cna .. tp cm buhsan !! ta syokk .. PENANG jugak yg BEST !! 8pm sumthg kami balik umah .. balik umah ninie .. ez , ekan , nad sume lepak umah ninie .. around pkul 10pm ejad col , swoh amik dye 10.30pm .. gyler sume ta mndy lg na amk cmner .. kul 11pm cmtuh kami bergegas (huhu~ ayat ) ke sg. ara , g amik ejad ... tepat kul 12 , tetba ninie ada dengar sora sora sumbang kt dalam kete nyanyi lagu HAPPY BURFDAY !! hahaa~ na nanes doe !! thanks kawan kawan !! terharu gyler ninie .. igtkan thn ni cm thn lepas , ta dew sapa wish .. tp thn ni ramai yg wish kt ninie .. n da 1st person yg wish kt ninie ialah GEN , gentado @ genstylo .. stylo kewrrr ?? haha~ thx gen !! huhuu~ sbelom menuju ke destinasi kami , kami g singgah bJ jap , g amik kawan ejad , panjang .. ( ninie ta suka panjang , cam bengong + geli ) haha~ dalam dok p tuhh , ejad wat gyler , duet ta dew , dye na kena p cucuk dulu .. adoii , da la da lambat .. ca ol n myrol dok tunggu da , dok call call tanya bila na sampai .. tp na wat cmner , kami terpaksa p la cr CIMB Bank , sapa na bayar masok nanti .. 1st g CIMB kt prangin , tp sume mesin out of service .. then g CIMB kt depan istana kedah . kt cna pown sume out of service , cuma 1 jewr ta .. nasib baik laa .. tp mula mula tuh mesin tuh wat suspen , cakap mesin ta duet .. hahaa~ ta dew duet rm10 .. bengong kan .. wat terkejut jewrr .. pas da abis sume , kami twos g ke tempat yang d tuju .. Fashion Art Music Entertainment .. haha~ mana tuhh ??? syhhh !! kami enjoy kaw kaw punya dalam tuhh !! i saw sum1 .. tp ingore jewrr !! malas na tengok dye .. na enjoy bukan na nanes !! hahaa~ lantak hg la kata aku combunk !! sapa swoh wat aku cmni !! pas da abis tuhh kami g khaleel gurney , g makan .. "abg manis" heheee~ around kul 5am bawu kami balik .. coz g anta ekan balik kt sg.tiram dulu .. haha~ ni the best burfday in my life ... n 1st tym celebrate kat "SITU" hehee~-

~28 Feb 2010~

ahad malam , kuar ngn family myrol .. thank god myrol ta deww .. ta na dye ada .. tataw nape .. ninie just ta leyh tengok dye .. im scared .. anaz call ninie , swoh siap cepat cepat , pkai chantek chantek .. tataw nape .. rupa rupanye dowang na celebrate burfday ninie .. mama myrol beli ninie kek kt secret receipe ... then bawak ninie g makan mcd kt gurney .. mcd lover la kata kan , hahaaa~ pas da makan sume kami g singgah istana jap sb na bagi jagung .. n time tuhh pown jalan jam cam sipot babi .. dok cna sat sembang sembang , pas2 aku kna berleter ngn mak ca ol ... sb myrol .. bengong !!! aku ckp tataw !! ta kenal sapa myrol .. haha~ mak ca ol rebos jagung .. swoh makan , huhu~ pewot da kembong ngan mcd , ta leyh na makan .. aku minum air jewrr laaa , na amik aty ... minum air teh sambil tgk bola , g cna jewrr mesty kna tengok bola .. aku da la ta paham tengok bola , bukan aku tengok bola , bola tengok aku .. haha ... buhsan , aku g masuk bilik ca ol , lepak dalam bilik dye , men PS2 .. game sume wrestling , cm bengong !! aduhh buhsan + nantok !! dowg abis mam jagung , bawu kami balik !! akhir nye , balik jugak .. sampai umah , ada owg text aku , wat wat perasaan la pulak .. adoii !!! tataw laaa ... pening doe !!

p/s; tHe bESt bURfdAy tHAt i eVer hAd !! hahaa~
tHx coz ta lupa ninie ..
cyunk kowang sangat sangat !!!

( Thx mama , wish kat ninie jugak .. miss my mum )

~ wANA b with y0u ~

i know that u dont wana talk about it , but i gotta put it in your mind .. i feel like we've been through this story a thousand times .. i feel like we've been going around and around in circles .. why , we gotta put this behind us ?? why is it that everytime i looked in your eyes i see something wrong , insecurity .. when all along i was trying make it right , keep us going strong and loving u faithfully .. daddy , listen to me , please dont walk away .. c0z if u ever need me , i'd be l0st , i'd be going crazy .. coz i dont want nobody else , i just wanna be with u .. u're the only one who completes me .. and u're the one who makes me whole ...

p/s; 18th feb 2010 ,pic ni d ambil .. hangout ngn family myrol .. g makan mee udang ktne ntah lupa .. miss dis day ... n i will miss all things that we've been through ..

** c0nfiusin' **

arini , tataw la na cakap cmner .. tengah ary tadi , myrol text ninie .. lega ckit ninie rasa .. walaupown kami da ta macam dulu .. ninie still col dye daddy , sowey , mmy ta biasa lagi .. kami mcj lama la jugak .. dye tnya ninie ada mne , and ninie cakap otw g JURU .. and he say nape g sana , sana bukan ada apa .. and ninie cakap , penang da ta dew sapa untuk ninie .. so ninie membawa dri kew juru ... myrol ada gtaw ninie , 5th April 2010 , dye akan suwoh mama dye masuk meminang ninie .. hahaa .. lawak !! papew je laa .... eemm .. tadi dalam pukul 8mlm , mat ilyas text ninie tnya ada mne .. ninie gtaw la yang ninie membawa diri ke juru .. then dye gtaw myrol wat rambut baru , so ninie cakap patut ke ninie taw ??? n he say yeahh !!! hurmm ?? kurang paham .. why ?? huhh !! mcj mcj ngan mat ilyas , tetba my fon ringing ... mohd amyrol fitri call .. hurmm ??? weird .. sb sejak kejadian aritu , dye ta call ninie langsung , even mcj pown ta .. just ym , nanes2 ninie kat opis masa ym ngan dye .. nape , ta yahh la taw ...myrol call ninie , kami bual bual pastu dye gtaw ninie yang dye botakkan rambut dye .. and ninie cakap kat okayy !! tataw na kata apa ...suka aty dye , kang amik taw lebeyh , cakap menyibok !! tapi kang , ninie ada sumthing na gtaw dye tapi ninie ta gtaw pown .. na taw apa .. imy n ily .. hahaha .. pas myrol call , mama dye plak call .. adoyyy !!! mama dye suwoh esok pas zohor datang umah .. dowang wat kenduri .. kenduri ca'ol bertunang ngang kenduri doa selamat .. ninie gtaw ninie ada kt juru .. mama dye cakap myrol pown gtaw benda yang sama , and mama dye ada gtaw mama dye tnya kat myrol why dye ngan ninie , kami da ta kawan kew n na taw myrol cakap apa , myrol cakap kami still kapel .. pelik kan .. nape kena cakap cmni , taw la kami just break sekejap .. tapi break jugak walaupown sekejap ... huhuu .. parents dye and member menber dye sume tataw sal kami .. dowang ingat kami just gado ... gado cam slalu ...actually kan ninie ta paham .. kami betol break sekejap kew @ sebenarnye kami ta break ??? huhh !! pening ... tataw la , tengok la nanti ... ninie da penat .. penat pretend yang sume okayy ... now ninie just na tengok .. tunggu and lihat ... daaa ... p/s: pic ni kat queensbay , 11th feb 2010 .. tensen sangat .. ym ngan myrol sampai nanes nanes , kat opis plak tuhh .. ta leyh trima sume .. g copink , walaupown tengah pokai ..

[ku menghibur aty duka]

~ TAMAT n TO B CONTINUE ~

1st ninie na gtaw , chapter mandy kolam da tamat ... kemungkinan akan bersambung pada 5th April 2010 .. klu ta dew papew halangan , insyaallah akan bersambung .. wish me luck kayy ... and sebelom tarikh tu sampai , ninie na minta tolong kat kowang supaya jangan sebot pasal kolam lagi .. it will make me sad .. we need a time ...
and this for you .. ;

my love is forever ,

you're my reason , my peace ,

my light and my only truth ..

love is givin with nothing to expect in return ..

you are how i dream ..

your smile is the sun of every dawn ..

without you,

i dont know how i breath ..

in your body ,

i found my other half !!

i love u forever ..

with love ,

.. mummy ..

~ jat0 dari badak ~

arini , 11th feb 2010 , aku jato moto .. aduh saket doe !! rasa cam tulang patah .. tapi ta patah pown .. luka pown rasa nye ta dew ... tapi tataw la , na taw ada luka kew ta , tunggu time mandy nanti .. hahhaa~ kete ni dari jalan elok elok tetiba benti .. bukan ada gajah kat depan tuh .. apa pown ta dew .. buleyh jalan la wei .. ni ta tetiba benti .. dye benti sebab takot na jalan .. ayoo , jalan tuhh bukannye sempit sangat ... if takot sangat , jangan jalan kat situ laaa ... ngekk !! kete jewrr besa , otak kechik !! ta pasal pasal aku jadi mangsa ... gewam gyler ni .. da la tuhh , bukan na tolong aku , buleyh wat derkk jewrr .. buleyh plak maknya tuh tengok belakang pastu jalan twos .. aduh !! mendidih gyler aty + otak aku ni !! nasib aku ta sempat tengok no.plat (ta ingat) .. klu ta , calar kete + pancin tayar hang .. padan muka !! bangang ta sudah !! pffff !! actually , bukan kete 2 jewr yg salah , salah aku jugak .. nganga .. otak melayang layang .. huhh !! i miss u , sayang .. really miss u !! :(

~ y0U ~

You are the one who makes me happy .. when everything else turns to grey .. yours is the voice that wakes me mornings .. and sends me out into the day .. you are the crowd that sits quiet .. listening to me .. to all the mad sense I make .. you are one of the few things worth remembering .. and if it's all true .. how can anyone mean more to me than you .. sorry if sometimes I look past you .. there's no one beyond your eyes .. inside my head the wheels are turning .. hye , sometimes im not so wise .. you are heart ... my inspiration ..

y0ur love ,

.. mummy ..

~ dAlAM k0tAK AtY sAYA ~

~ nadia ~
nad, she my bestbestbest girl fwen eva !! my beloved bestie's .. love she so much .. dye fwenly taw .. kami buleyhh d katakan 1 otak .. we've been known each other for along tym ago .. ta la lama sgt .. around 4years .. she juz like my sis .. actually nad muda than me , dye bawu 21thn dis year .. but she take care of me just like her own lil'sister .. huhuu~ na wat cmner , prangai ninie mmg like a kiDs .. huhu~ kanak kanak milo la katakan !! haha~ if g club , mesti kena ada nad , coz dye akan jaga ninie .. cam aritu g carmen , ninie kena kepong ngan budak budak laki mne ntah !! hahh !! scary , lari twos kat nad !! tp ninie ta gtaw dye apa jd , dh balik bawu gtaw .. ntah takut !! kadang kami ni macam belangkas , actually ninie tataw apa tuhh belangkas , owg slalu ckap cmtuh ninie cakap jew laa .. hahaa~ tp now kami dh jarang jumpa , coz masing masing bz ngan kjew !! tapi 5th feb 2010 , kami hangout together.. me , nad , ez (her bF) and ikan (her fwen) .. g tengok movie cite FAME , midnite , b4 tuh g makan makan kt gurney drive , pas abis tengok movie kteowg g kar0ke .. rancang pas tengok movie na g club tapi ntah laaa .. kami g kar0ke !! hahaa~ its fun wlaupown kena tahan ngn roadblock bape kali tapi ta kena saman laa ... kami owg kerajaan , haha~ papew pown nad , i love u so much .. muahh muahhh muahhhh ...
p/s; nad cakap cam kartun !! haha!! sowey nad !!

~ nur syazwani ~
my gf !! not les kayy ... actually she's my ex madu .. haha~ madu ?? dye ex-gal mohd afifi .. tym ninie kapel ngan fi , fi kapel ngan dye .. pandai mamat ni sorok kan !! tp ni ninie laa .. ninie leyh rasa klu ada owg wat salah kt ninie ... n now c mamat ni ta abis abis cakap dye still love me .. come on la , i got bf already n dye pown da gf .. take care yor gf laa ... da da .. bukan na cite sal mamat poyo ni .. ninie na gtaw sal my gf , wanie .. she gojesh aite !! dye ta sombong , fwendly .. dye baik , but watch out , dun mess ngan dye , she can be wild !! haha~ she crazy , sweet , caring , lovely , open and more !! i just love the way she is .. she younger than me !! hahaa~ i l0ve u la gf !! muahh muahh !!

p/s; sume kawan2 ninie yg rapat sume nye muda dr ninie , tataw la why ..

~ m0hammad shamier ~
who's this ? a friends . :) the only part tym lover i had .. haha!! not think to much! i had myrol lah . he my bestbestie .. he always there when i need him , he kinda cute :) . grr .. dye so "noty" + degil , and pantang jewrr ada owg wat ta betol kt dye , mesti akan kna maki ngn dye . kadang parents dye pown kena .. shmr shmr .. ninie punye penat la nasihat kaum adam sekor ni . tp bangangg ta suda . haa , tp actually shmr ni sweet sgt .. every second time ninie text dye , mesti ninie akan senyum :) and mesti ninie na gelak . haha , dye mmg funny . always wat ninie senyum even time tuh ninie ada problem , pandai layan karenah ninie , baik , kadang sengal + sewel and kelakar . :) hihi .btw , ninie ngan shmr , kami ta penah jumpa wlupown da hampir 2thn kami kenal .. dye stay kt alor star , ninie penang .. wlupown kami jauh tp kami always together .. "cinta sayangg shamir ok ?" :) ninie syg dye bukan sb prangai dye @ cara dye cam myrol .. ninie syg dye sb dye !! ninie ngaku yg prangai shmr ni ta ubah cam prangai myrol .. myrol pown suka maki owg bila owg bg dye naik angin .. tp bila ninie bersama myrol , dye sweet sgt .. myrol n shamir , owg yg berbeza tp sama perangai !! love both of them !! shamir , cinta harap sangat our fwenship ni akan berkekalan .. ilysdm .. :) muahh muahhh muahh

p/s: shamir call me cinta not ninie !!
~ nor ayumi amaniyna a.k.a yumi munyit ~
my gf jugak !! huhu~ skali lagi , not leS kayy !! yumi kawan ninie yg paling muda , 16thn dis year .. huhu~ she's sweet , baik , sengal ,funny and crazy .. mulut dye ta dew insurans .. dye akan cakap apa jew yg dye suka .. yumi is da 1st person yg cakap ninie ta dew tetek and ta leyh lawan dye punya .. hahaa~ she mean kechik lorr .. memandai jewrr budak kechik ni .. ada la , tanya daddy if ta caya .. opss !! (joking kayy) hahaa~ i just love the way she is .. sayangg kamo yumi munyit !! muahh muahh muahhh ... hope 1day kte leyh hangout together !!p/s; kami kenal melalui myspace ...

~ fight n fight .. lie n lie ~

today is not like an usuall . last nite we had a fight .. how could you do those thing to me , how could you lie to me ? you break my heart into a pieces , this a damn hurt you know ! this pain just to real . you hurting me too much ! not you realised that ! huh , i love you to much till i cant think the right and positively , on that nite , i cannot feel and think anything else , except im death / doom ! . ;( how could you ?? mummy tataw na kata ape , before ni bf mummy semua mesti da kena . tapi ngan daddy ati mummy still leyh saba agi , cause mmy ta leh na marah daddy ;( tataw knpe , myb sbb mummy sygs daddy sgt kot :)daddy cakap daddy demam , n mummy worry sangat !! cause tetba u demam .. mummy col u , u kata u ada kat gurney , makan and jangan risaw pasal kamo .. sb daddy just headache and ddy da mam panadol .. try to not worry about u , tapi ntah my heart rasa ta sedap !! i col u again , around 11:40pm .. mirza pick up fon n cakap daddy g toilet .. mummy tanya lama kew ta , dye cakap lama .. mummy tanya lama kew ta sb mmy dengar suara kamo d belakang .. toilet belakang mirza kan ... daddy swoh mirza cakap cmtuh kan .. but why ?? ta pew mummy try relax , mummy ta na marah marah .. i col u agi kul 12am .. 7kali i col u , u ta angkat , then kali ke-8 bawu angkat .. tanya why lambat , u cakap ta dengar cause pasang radio kuat .. daddy ta dengar bunyi fon .. hurrmmm ... da laa ... mummy bukan budak budak sayangg .. im big enough .. and mummy leyh berfikir ... daddy , mummy da wat keputusan , mulai dari saat ni , N00R HAZWANI bt ZAKARIA ta kan amik taw pasal kamo .. wat la apa yg kamo suka .. i dun care n i wont care .. daddy , setiap owg ada tahap kesabaran dye kan , so jangan sampai mummy hilang saba , n do sumthing !! mungkin mummy akan minta clash !! mummy love you sangat tapi now kamo da melampau .. and mummy da ta leyh trime sume ni ... sowey ! if you still love mummy , try dapat kan aty mummy balik !! if ta kemungkin bila bila masa jew mummy leyh undur diri ..
p/s; nothing is more painfull then realizing he meant everything to you , but you nothing to him !! n lukisan tuhh menunjukkan perasaan ninie (lukisan sendiri) .. sakit sangat aty ni ..

~ makan besar ngan family myrol !

6th Feb 2010 , Saturday .. around 7:30pm mama myrol call and aja g makan kat Bayu Senja , Batu Feringghi .. g 2 buah kete .. kete mama myrol n kete mat ilyas .. ninie n adik naik ngan mama myrol .. myrol naik ngan mat ilyas n din .. sume lapan owang .. + ngan baba myrol n adik dye , anas ... mama myrol tanya ninie apa yang sedap , so ninie suggest ikan masak 3rasa n siput masak pedas .. n mama order ikan stim , tomyam campur , sayur kailam ikan masin , n telor .. banyakkan !! huhuu!! n yang clean n clear makanan yang ninie suggest kan .. huhu!! ninie da cakap sedap ... masa makan tuhh , myrol ada gtaw kat parents dye , if ada dengar suara pelik yang kuat , sume tengok laut .. mama dye tanya nape , dye cakap nanti ada owang sendawa dengan kuat .. jaat perli ninie ... :) huhuu~ pas makan , mama myrol bawa ninie g istana kedah , umah ca'ol , apa ntah nama mak ca'ol da lupa ... lepak lepak kat sana sambil makan kuaci n tengok bola ... myrol cakap ninie tikus betina makan kuaci sambil tengok bola ... jaat kan !! suka aty la .. sebok jewrr .. huhuu~ around pukul 12am camtuh bawu kami balik .. tapi tym balik tuhh , ujan lebat gylerr .. cam ribut .. angin kuat + ada guruh .. ninie takut guruh ... tapi nasib baik ada adik , klu ta tataw laa .. huhuu~

~ hAngout ~

31st jAn 2010

hangout ngn parents amyrol fitri ..

actually benda ni ta rancang pown .. ninie kuar ngan myrol g makan kt khaleel gurney .. then lepak lepak jap kt cna .. pastu mat datang , member myrol .. mat ckp dye , mat ilyas sume na mndy kolam .. haha~ ninie suka .. dalam setengah jam camtu kami balik g umah myrol .... nine ta bawak baju , so im wearing baju myrol n suar dye .. like always laa .. hahaa~ sementara tuggu c mat ilyas ngan botak .. ninie terjun dulu laa ... ne leyh tengok kolam lama .. ninie , myrol n mat kami mandy dulu ... hahaa~ lambat tinggal !! dalam syok syok dok mandy tuhh , tetiba anas datang ( adik myrol ) gtaw mama myrol ajak g batu feringghi , makan laksa .. myrol tamo p coz tunggu kawan2 dye na datang so ninie la jadi mangsa ... ninie kena follow parents dye .. so yang g ninie , parents myrol n anas .. kami berempat !! huhuu~ dari mula perjalanan sampai ke batu feringghi mama myrol ta benti2 cakap .. tanya macam2 .. baba myrol yg sebelom ni jarang cakap ngan ninie pown cakap jugak ..

and dowg ada gtaw ninie pasal myrol tym myrol kechik .. tym dye baru umo brape ary .. mama cakap tym tuhh myrol nyawa nyawa ikan .. hampir hampir na maty ... dye sakit apa ntah , ninie ta paham sgt .. mama cakap dye kena amik air tulang belakang baru okayy .. macam2 benda ninie taw pasal dye .. cannot guna pampers murah coz kulit sensitif , ta leyh minum susu biasa nanty cirit birit , sume benda untuk dye yg standard .. woww !! tp baba cakap dye jahat !! suka lawan cakap dowg .. huhuu~ pas abis makan , mama myrol ajak baba myrol g nite market kat batu feringghi , jalan jalan n mama ada beli barang sedikit !! yang best nye tym mama beli cermin mata , huhu~ tataw na cakap cmne .. dh la ada orang tua jepon sebelah kami , dye na wana hitam tp dye cakap "i want blue want" its black laaa not blue ... pe laa ... pas g nite market baba myrol singgah kat istana kedah umah pakcik myrol .. pakcik makcik n cak ol jew yg ada .. and dowg cakap pasal pertunangan cak ol .. mama myrol cakap nanty if ninie na ikot pown buleyh ... huhuu~ tamo takut !! before balik mama bawak g makan lagi .. adoyy !! laksa dalam pewot pown still ada lagi ni , na makan lagi .. huhu~ cakap kat mama dh kenyang tapi mama swoh makan gak so nine just makan roty telor !! pas makan balik !! huhuu~ balik balik , myrol call tya ada mne , and cakap kat dye bawu sampai umah .. and dye ........... huhu~ padan muka sapa swoh ta ikot !! hehee~

~ evERYthiNgs g0nna b okAyy ~

sume dh okayy !! me n myrol dh okayy .. myrol datang pujuk ninie smlm .. datang umah bwk ninie kuar jalan jalan , makan kat sup hamid and dance with me di tengah tengah jalan ... hehee~ thanks .. tapi sayang sume tuhh ta dapat menyembuhkan luka di hati ... mula nye ninie ingat ninie akan okayy .. yeah nine okayy .. tp ninie tataw nape aty ninie still sakit .. ninie asyik terdengar suara suara kecil di telinga ... benda ni still bermain main di fikiran ninie ... huhhh !! means .., ninie still ta leyh trima apa yg myrol dh wat kn ?? mmy love u so much daddy tp ....................... sowey ... macam mmy ckp sebelom ni , mmy perlukan masa ... daddy , thanks sebab akui kesilapan kamo !! and mmy harap kamo betol betol menyesal ... daddy nanes kan masa cakap fon ngan mmy ... mmy dengar ddy ... mmy sowey , bukan niat na wat kamo macam ni ... tapi sume ni salah kamo , kamo patut trima ... dont worry mmy ta kan tinggal kamo .. mmy cuma perlu kan masa untuk betol betol okayy ... jangan nanes lagi k ... mmy promise mmy akan jaga and sayang kamo cam dulu ... sayangg kamo sangat sangat ...

p/s; i promise to always love u as long as i have a heart to love u with ... so please dont break it AGAIN!!

~ mY hEARt hURts ~

thanks daddy .. thanks for doing all this to me !! its hurting me !! actlly ni bkn da 1st tym kte gado pasal benda cmni .. dh banyak kan ... tp ni 1st tym ddy ckp cmni .. how could u ??? setelah apa yg mmy wat utk ddy , ni apa yg mmy dpt ...

daddy , ddy igt lg ta ddy pnh kta kt mmy yg mmy aty & jantung ddy , if mmy ilang mmy ta dew ddy akn feel alone & ddy akn maty ... but now sapa yg maty ... ME ... it was ME sayangg ... mmy dh HALF DEATH bila dgr kamo ckp begitu , walaupown kamo bnda ni kt owg lain .... mmy akn maty bila benda ni terjadi ... ddy ckp DADDY MUMMY PUNYA .. if betol ddy mmy punya , nape ddy perlu bg milik mmy kt owng lain ... ddy milik mmy , and mmy ta na share kamo ngn owg lain .. mmy na own u sowg !!

daddy , mmy thought i was your evrything , but now i guess i wasn't enough ...

mmy taw ddy dh pujuk mmy .. ddy dh ckp sorry .. ddy dh wat everything ... tp mmy sorry , aty mmy still sakit sayangg ... mmy perlukan masa utk sume ni ... mmy sorry k ...

p/s: sometimes i wish i was a little girl again because bruised knees heal faster than broken heart ..

bad day !!!

hurmmm ... nape dengan arini ??? sume nye ta kena ... tetiba rs ta sedap badan ... mula mula okayy jew , still leyh wat bodo jew .. still leyh bergurau senda with my fwens .. tp pas balik lunch tadi , menjadi jadi sampai muntah-muntah !! dunno y ... da la ngan bos wat gile ... daddy pown sama wat hal !! huhhh !!! bila na balik ni ?? pukul 6 baru leyh balik , tapi cam lambat lagi , now baru 5.30pm , lagi setengah jam ... urmm .. na balik na tyto and lupa kan sume benda yg jadi arini ... tapi aiyaiii kat luar cam na ujan la pulak ... mandi ujan la aku arini !!! hope ta demam esok .. cecema pown ta mo ... hurmmm ..

wish tomorrow adala ari yang indah for me ...

~ to daddy ~

daddy ,
if dady na taw ,
ari ahad 3rd Jan 2010 adala ari yg mumy epy sgt ...
epy kuar ngan dady ..
walaupown time tu dady ada "BULI" mumy ..

dun "BULI" me like that again !!!
actually sebelum ni bukan mumy ta epy hangout ngan dady ..
mumy epy tp ari ahad tu mumy rasa cam special sgt ..
na taw nape ..
sb ari tu dady juz ngan mumy ... ta de sebarang gangguan ...
kamo paham kan wut i mean ....

juz dady and mummy ..

doing things that we love together ..

ignore sume benda d sekeliling ...

dady , mumy feel like in heaven ...

mumy miss kamo sgt !!

tp arini , 6th Jan 2010 ..

pagi pagi lagi dady da saket kan aty mumy ..

nape ???

mumy ta paham ...

nape tetiba na hide sume benda ??

seriously mumy ta suka bila kita berjauhan ..

kita always argue untuk small thing !!

huhh !! ntah laaa ..

mumy sowey if mumy ada wat salah ..

mumy cyunk dady sgt ..

and will always love u juz like this moment !!

~ pRince chARmIng 2010 iS .... ~

mohd amyrol fitri .. still da same person ..

dia adalah kepunyaan saya ;D

dia saya punye , saya punye , saya punye .

saya just pinjam dia dari parent dia je . saya akan amik dia and jadi kan dia hak milik kekal bila kami berKAHWIN .. ;)

bila tu saya ta taw .. just wait and see .. (^_^)

hihi , sayangg gila kat MONYET ni. ;)

haa .., myrol myrol , you tau i sayangg you sangat kan ? and i know you do love me too .

makin hari makin sayang .

i love you more because you sangat naughty plus kejam .

you kejam sangat coz you stole my heart .

tp you baik jugak , sbb jaga hati i dgn baik .

you comel macam KAMBENG, funny , caring , crazy , manis and lot of it .

thanks sayang . you the best person i had .

you mine , FOREVER ! ta mau kongsi you dgn sape sape pown , i nak own you sowang ! ;)

you just too special for me . you my inspiration , my love , my everything . :)

that why i sayang you , there is lot of reason for me to love you more .

hari makin hari , i makin sayang kat you .

i pun tatau . just hard for me too stand far away from you .

when we ta contact each other , i feel like im losing you ;(

thats why i slalu jadi "FIRAUN" .. i miss you .

you too much different with other boy i met before .

you make my fantasy world b'come a reality . and u make a good girl go bad :)

i wish that you not going to leave me . b'cause i not even know if i can alive without you . ;(

even ta sampai 1 month you tinggalkan i , pegi rawang with your family ..

pff! ntahla ..

im half death sayangg ..

please not do that again . dont leave me alone ..

believe me that i always love you . and there is no end of it . :)

i love you sayangg , i miss you , i need you , i want you .

muah ! muah ! muah ! muah ! muah !

~ mE .. 2010 ~

here all the story begin .

once upon a time .

one cute lil' baby girl was born to earth on 29th feb 1988 , 23;57 from her mommy tummy :D HAHA ,

and now she become 22 yrs old .

lets know more about her ..
by giving a nice name Noor Hazwani

known as NINIE ZAKARIA

born on 29 Feb 1988 at Hosp. Bersalin P.P

originally made from pearl island penang

im shortie . 151cm . i think! :D

my hair colour's black brown! .

my eyes ball colour's brown. damn ! i love my eyes. (^_^)

such a talkative person and a lil' bit blurr blurr . i guess!

easily cry when someone yelling at me !

im not a PROuD person ! just seing like ones ..

Trust me , im GOOD GIRL EVA! :)

im TAKEN!

taken by MOHD AMYROL FITRI ..

p/s:

this is my blog , my mind , my stuff , my love , my ways & my all .

if u hate it , go away , this is my site , my crib , my own , my like , my things .

a place i use to scream , shout , drop some shit !

i post it all here , in my fucking site ! .

if u do really hate my things , so get urs fucking ugly ass outta my BLOG , BITCHES! .

cause i not need u silly!.