~ fight n fight .. lie n lie ~

today is not like an usuall . last nite we had a fight .. how could you do those thing to me , how could you lie to me ? you break my heart into a pieces , this a damn hurt you know ! this pain just to real . you hurting me too much ! not you realised that ! huh , i love you to much till i cant think the right and positively , on that nite , i cannot feel and think anything else , except im death / doom ! . ;( how could you ?? mummy tataw na kata ape , before ni bf mummy semua mesti da kena . tapi ngan daddy ati mummy still leyh saba agi , cause mmy ta leh na marah daddy ;( tataw knpe , myb sbb mummy sygs daddy sgt kot :)daddy cakap daddy demam , n mummy worry sangat !! cause tetba u demam .. mummy col u , u kata u ada kat gurney , makan and jangan risaw pasal kamo .. sb daddy just headache and ddy da mam panadol .. try to not worry about u , tapi ntah my heart rasa ta sedap !! i col u again , around 11:40pm .. mirza pick up fon n cakap daddy g toilet .. mummy tanya lama kew ta , dye cakap lama .. mummy tanya lama kew ta sb mmy dengar suara kamo d belakang .. toilet belakang mirza kan ... daddy swoh mirza cakap cmtuh kan .. but why ?? ta pew mummy try relax , mummy ta na marah marah .. i col u agi kul 12am .. 7kali i col u , u ta angkat , then kali ke-8 bawu angkat .. tanya why lambat , u cakap ta dengar cause pasang radio kuat .. daddy ta dengar bunyi fon .. hurrmmm ... da laa ... mummy bukan budak budak sayangg .. im big enough .. and mummy leyh berfikir ... daddy , mummy da wat keputusan , mulai dari saat ni , N00R HAZWANI bt ZAKARIA ta kan amik taw pasal kamo .. wat la apa yg kamo suka .. i dun care n i wont care .. daddy , setiap owg ada tahap kesabaran dye kan , so jangan sampai mummy hilang saba , n do sumthing !! mungkin mummy akan minta clash !! mummy love you sangat tapi now kamo da melampau .. and mummy da ta leyh trime sume ni ... sowey ! if you still love mummy , try dapat kan aty mummy balik !! if ta kemungkin bila bila masa jew mummy leyh undur diri ..
p/s; nothing is more painfull then realizing he meant everything to you , but you nothing to him !! n lukisan tuhh menunjukkan perasaan ninie (lukisan sendiri) .. sakit sangat aty ni ..