confuse ...

it come and go and then come again.

thought i already try my best to avoid it

i pretending not to think bout that thing

i try to laugh, smile and forget the thing

but it always come itself..

and for sure, it is HURTING !!

i just tired with all this

i always cry over it and sometime i feel

i wasn't strong anymore to face it

but

i love our RELATIONSHIP

and that is the reason i force myself to be strong

and it wouldn't let me drown in that thing.

what is the thing??

[hard to describe]

**sigh**

wee' it is the struggle to understand each other

misunderstood always haunting us

we can't reach the best understanding between us

although everyone see us as a great COUPLE !!

but nobody know what happened between us ..

AMIRUL FITRI (brock) a.k.a DADDY

i love u sygss ..

and ni doubt, u love me too ...

but why it become so hard for us

we already tried to solve this 100x times

we chat happily, hangout together and this come again

i feel so bad as this topic popped out

i know, our conversation will become dull AGAIN

we will stop joking, laughing and become serius

Damn ..

i hate when i have to strive to this thing AGAIN ..

You asked me:

"why its so hard for u to understand me?"

"why u always make a things big?"
"why u always cry ? u cry everyday
just because your misunderstanding habit"
"why u always misunderstand to me???"
"why our relationship so hard like this??"

(=_=)

these questions....
always come out from your mouth
and i don't know what is the best answer
I AM CONFUSE
im confuse to myself why i become like this
why i always misunderstood on you

why?

i lost myself.

my disease become worse~

i need a cure ....

"why we become like this because the link within our heart is so weak"
"it isn't enough to be "daRling" just by sharing thoughts, experience and problem
but we must strengthen the link in our heart to reach the understanding"