crazy mezzy ..

boredd !!!

dok wat gylerr kt FB ni ngn NADYA HARLEM AWANG n KHAIRUL IDZWAN !!

kami masokk ayaq ....

nad GYLERRR, saya TA ..

i, GUD GAL EVA

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69 .. KANTOII !!

huhuu~

duno wut to say laaa ...

actlly cite sbnarnye, na g ngn DADY a.k.a Amirul Fitri [Brock]

g Party Burfday YAS ...

tp last minit ta jd ...

dady tamo g, coz jauh n na nek moto cm malas ...

bl dady ckp cmtu, ninie pn ta na g laa ..

coz plan na g ngn dady ja .. da dye ta na g, watpe na g kn ...

lgpown ninie tired laaa .. blk dr sg.tukun pn da kul 8pm ...

penat + nantok ..

tp my fwen aja ninie tmn dye ..

1stly ninie ckp tamo n malas na g ..

tp cm cian la plakk coz dye na g ngn sum1 yg STUPID n IDIOT !!

so ninie say OK but ninie g with sum1else ..

dlm ms yg sma gak syazwan aja g coz dye taw yg ninie na g sgt ..

p ngn dye n his sister's fwen ...

smpai2 sna, kami twos tuju ke sofa kt luar ... lepak2 minum2 ..

den Yas text, "jln twos nmpk, ta tego lgsg .."

ninie g kt Yas n sing epy burfday kt dye ..

lepak ngn nad sat pastu ninie g blk kt tmpat asal saya .. kt SOFA !!

dok duduk elok elok ... TIBA TIBA !!!

jeng jeng jengg !!

ada owg tarik tinge ninie, pusing blakg tgk huhhh .. DADY !!

tp ninie wat cool ja, smbg ngn dye, knl kn dye ngn Syazwan den bwk dye g jmpa Yas ...

dgr cm okayy kn .. cm ta de apa jd kn ..

dlm senyum kami gado ..

ninie dgr sora kechik2 dady, "penipu nye pompuan "

dady mumy soweyy ..

bkn na niat na tipu tp ......... ntahh laa !!

around 1 @ 2 am, dady txt "JANGAN CARI AKU LAGI"

DADDY :'(

esk mlm 2 dady anta moto ninie, n dye ta ckp spatah n tgk my face ...

so okayy, ninie paham..

MUMY SOWEYY SGT >>

7th mac, 1:35am dady text

"Laney hg puas ati kn?"

" tp hg lgsg ta bgtau kt aku! aku p sna cr hg...!"

"tp aku tataw apa hg buat smlm"

"esk aku na jmpa hg & hg taw apa aku akn wat"

esk jmpa ddy, n dye marah2 n pastu ta kata papewr da ..

dye wat cm nothg happen ..

Dady, mmy taw aty dady luka .. mumy nmpk apa dady post kt FB ddy ...

mumy sowey syggs ..

ni 1st n last mmy wat .. promise ta wat lg ...

b4 ni mmy sllau gtaw ddy mna mmy na g n ngn sapa sume kn ..

mumy akn ttp wat cmtuhh ..

soweyy again syggs ..

MUMMY LOVE DADDY

p/s; Whatever I'VE done with U is not enough to say sorry , but I promise U that i will not make U cry any more ..

I am SORRY, Plz forgive me ..

Sg. Tukun, Tmn Negara, Penang

5th march 2011 .. 9.00am-12.00pm .. pantai keracut ..

date da btl, tp time n place da d tuka last minit ..

n ninie dpt taw pn masa na p ..

adoiiiyy ...

pkai selipar ja kot, cmne na hiking ...

tp ta pewrr, ni NINIE la .. apa pown blh .. kasi redah jewrr ...

hahhaa~

time terlajak ckit around ku

l 10 cmtuhh ..

place kmi g sg.tukun, tmn. negara teluk bahang ...

kna hiking tuhhh .. if g pnta keracut kmi na nek bot ..

perghhh hiking penat gylerr, ngn bwk mcm2 barang makanan ..

tp penat2 pown, kami HAPPY !!

happening smpi pening kami wat .. ><

so tgk la pic pic kami yg sempat di ambil

[mmg sempat pown]

hahaahaa~

1st place snap pic .. sg.tukun atas lagi .. ni bwu permulaan ...

berhenti BERGAMBAR !! hahhaaa~

mOdEl ALAM SEKITAR !!!

yeyy !! KAMI DA SAMPAI ...

tuka bju n psg khemah ..

terjun terjun !!!

ni la sg.dye .. sungai dlm kolam ...

hahhaa~

ni TITIAN KONOPI .. sowg rm5 ..

na balik daa ..

time na balik .. bubyee~

b0rEd !!!!!!!

hahahaa, im way too bored

soweyy for my crazy updated ><

i cant left my blog blank

i dont like it

it seems Blank enough

** . . . . . . . . ♥ . . . . . . . . **

lASt niGht ....

all i can say is SORRY

i can't tell u what im doin last night

cause i've promised someone about it

" i must keep my promise that i've made "

please forgive me :(

please don't ignore me :(

P.L.E.A.S.E!!!!

confuse ...

it come and go and then come again.

thought i already try my best to avoid it

i pretending not to think bout that thing

i try to laugh, smile and forget the thing

but it always come itself..

and for sure, it is HURTING !!

i just tired with all this

i always cry over it and sometime i feel

i wasn't strong anymore to face it

but

i love our RELATIONSHIP

and that is the reason i force myself to be strong

and it wouldn't let me drown in that thing.

what is the thing??

[hard to describe]

**sigh**

wee' it is the struggle to understand each other

misunderstood always haunting us

we can't reach the best understanding between us

although everyone see us as a great COUPLE !!

but nobody know what happened between us ..

AMIRUL FITRI (brock) a.k.a DADDY

i love u sygss ..

and ni doubt, u love me too ...

but why it become so hard for us

we already tried to solve this 100x times

we chat happily, hangout together and this come again

i feel so bad as this topic popped out

i know, our conversation will become dull AGAIN

we will stop joking, laughing and become serius

Damn ..

i hate when i have to strive to this thing AGAIN ..

You asked me:

"why its so hard for u to understand me?"

"why u always make a things big?"
"why u always cry ? u cry everyday
just because your misunderstanding habit"
"why u always misunderstand to me???"
"why our relationship so hard like this??"

(=_=)

these questions....
always come out from your mouth
and i don't know what is the best answer
I AM CONFUSE
im confuse to myself why i become like this
why i always misunderstood on you

why?

i lost myself.

my disease become worse~

i need a cure ....

"why we become like this because the link within our heart is so weak"
"it isn't enough to be "daRling" just by sharing thoughts, experience and problem
but we must strengthen the link in our heart to reach the understanding"

huhh !!

Place : My Daddy's Room
Condition : Realize by Colbie Caillat playing
Mood : Not really good, confuse & really need someone to cheer me up.

" i really thought all this already ended. But it's not like what i expected to be."

Okay okayy, sowey for the emo thing, i just cant avoid it. All this started 1ominute ago...

Daddy, mumy tataw samada mumy salah @ ta .. tp seriusly mumy ta suka sume ni ... i knw i do da same thgs too but ni sume bcoz of u ... mumy taw, dady love me, n mumy love dady gak.. and dady taw how much i love u kn sygss .. tp sumtym mumy terfikir ttg apa owg kata .. yeahh i knw "mulut owg ta blh tutup" but kadg kelakuan dady mnunjuk kn apa yg dowg ckp tu BETOL ... daddy, mumy soweyy .. soweyy sb ckp n pk sume ni ..